we are alone in this world...


semenjak kes kwn aku satu skool (entry i' been cheated) idup aku totally different....ramai gak kwn2 perasan yg aku jrg turun kantin....byk diam n gile2 cam dulu.... ntahla aku rase idup kt skool ni byk sgt kepura-puraan....kita baik coz kita nk org suka kwn ngan kita...bukan sebab kita betul2 baik....tp ni semua part and parcel of our life...nk xnk mesti kita kene hadapinya....Thank GOd aku ade family n kwn2(ex UPM) yg still gile2 cam dulu and we share everything together....they treat me as who i am not what they want me to be....

aku xleh nk senyum or even bercakap ngan pompuan tu....is like im too mean to do that....mayb one day she realize why i behave like this...aku xsuka bende yg xsettle tp lau aku confront pun lum tentu die ckp 100% telus coz b4 this pun die penah tipu aku...

aku xregret with my decision....somehow i feel relief coz i finally know the truth... call me rigid...but aku xsanggup kawan ngan org yg betray hubby sendiri and pretend nothing happen...
for her.... i hope one day she will change...i know it takes so many years...but nothing is imposibble...

DON'T SPEAK

dont speak
i know just what you're saying
so PLEASE STOP PRETENDING
DONT TELL ME COZ ITS HURT
dont speak
i know what you're saying
I DONT NEED YOUR REASON
dont tell me coz its hurt