me, myself and i

Afeff cepatlah sembuh

2012-01-26T07:26:00.001-08:00

Tersentuh hati seorang ibu kalau anak jatuh sakit...afeff dilanda demam chicken pox...2 minggu lps ameer yg start kene tp disbbkan die dh beso skit n xbyk yg kuar so ameer recover sgt cpt..after sapu batu kawi(tq bonda) trus kering...tp lain pulak tuk afeff...die demam teruk n abis seluruh badan termasuklah kepala penuh dgn chicken pox...yg paling sedih bleh plak ade dlm mulut so afeff xselera makan...hanya minum susu itupun kene minum guma straw...hari2 berdoa semoga afeff cpt sembuh...syukur sekolah cuti 1week sempena CNY...so mmg bg full attention to him...harap ble aku naik skolah...afeff dh ok..xle rase bersalah n sedey nk tggalkan die kt bbsitter...nk cuti mmgla impossible coz skolah br bermula...afeff cepatlah sembuh ye...mama sedey tgk afeff cmni :(

Ameer n his wall of fame

2012-01-15T02:28:00.001-08:00

Rasenye ameer memang seorang yg artistic...sukakan art dan music..melukis mmg hobby nye disamping membuat origami...sdg berjinak2 dgn coding gitar abahnye..insyaallah lau ade rezki kami
Akan channel kan ameer ke path yg die suke...btw ni hasil lukisan yg ditampal dlm blik ameer...

Happy anniversary

2012-01-15T02:23:00.001-08:00

Entry pertama tuk 2012 dimulakan dgn cerita anniversary..alhamdulillah dh 9 tahun usia perkahwinan kami..kalau nk cerita ttg pahit manis hidup berumahtangga rasenye entry ni akan pjg berjela..apepun aku simpulkan dgn semakin lama kita mengenali seseorang akan menjadikan kita manusia yg lebih matang...aku sentiasa berdoa agar relationship kami akan berkekalan sehingga akhir hayat dan diredhai oleh Allah SWT..amin..anak2 semakin membesar dan menjadi tanggungjawab kami mendidik mereka menjadi anak2 yang soleh..semakin matang usia perkahwinan kami semakin berubah persepsi kehidupan..hanya satu...memohon keredhaan Allah yang Esa...sambutan anniversary bkn kemestian tetapi ingatan yang paling penting..kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan adalah priority utama dlm idup kami...aku sentiasa berdoa agar dipermudahkan segalanya...

P/S-Apepun aku dikurniakan seorang suami yg benar2 caring..so still dpt present for my anniversary :)

2012 resolutions

2011-12-09T01:12:00.001-08:00

2011 aku xmenyimpan ape2 resolusi yg perlu disettlekan akibat satu2 nya resolusi aku di sekat oleh my principal( nk smbung master)...so aku biarkan ia berlalu..coz lau aku pk2 sgt pun nnti aku yg sedey..but ade hikmah sume tu..atleast aku dh tjkkn pd my principal aku dpt 2 stars for 5s audit hehe, 2 3 hari kebelakangan ni tetibe aku cm bersungguh-sungguh nk list resolusi aku tuk thn dpn..wah semangat sungguh..ok xpe kita cube,it will b success or not? Tu akhir thn 2012 kita discuss ek hehe....
1. Since thn ni xberjaya nk apply for my master..so nx year..i will try it again. Ya Allah, permudahkan la segala
Urusan...amin
2. My kiddos, aku dh bk akaun sspn..so nk melabur for their account every month..wajib!!
3.every year aku akan melabur tuk my asb 2 kali dlm setahun,sekali ble dpt claim marking spm n lagi sekali lau dpt bonus akhir thn..so nx year nk try saving every month..amount?? Tgk gaji nx year, nnti baru kira :)
4. Nk daftar haji...so kene spent atleast rm2k for both of us n spent atleast rm200 per month msk ke akaun tabung haji..insyaaallah before retired dh dpt pg mengerjakan haji..amin...

So itulah list resolusi tuk thn 2012...moga Tuhan memudahkan segala urusan dan berkati dan murahkan rezeki kami sekeluarga...amin

Syukur alhamdulillah

2011-12-07T18:37:00.001-08:00

I did it again..with all the hardworks, determination n sleepless night..our school finally gets 5s cert..and my library got 2 excellent stars for the overall achievements n my innovation..i hardly believe that i made an innovation that makes my school
Proud of me..alhamdullilah...as u read my previous entry, i always complaining n complaining why i have to do this..and in the end i realised that God wants to me something..although it is just a small recognition from my school when my principal shake my hand, say congrats n at the same time pat my shoulder..i felt sooo proud of myself..:)..there is certain feelings that i cannot explain but i guess i feel relief n much much more confident of myself that i can do it better!

A christmas gift hehe

2011-11-30T16:38:00.001-08:00

Although kita x celebrate xmas, tp ble cite pasal xmas mesti kita dok terbayang present yg mcm2..seronoknye kt malaysia ni kita dpt rase mcm perayaan n yg best jk psl xmas, sale die mesti kaw-kaw punye..mase temankan anis bli perfume @ zon, aku ade berkenan 1 perfume anna sui, secret wish..hehe try goda hubby tp die wat dunno je..so aku biarkan perasaan tu berlalu pergi haha..so semalam aku dpt surprise ala2 xmas gift from my hubby..padanla die wat xtau je ble aku mtk die belanja perfume tu rupenye die dh ade agenda lain..btw tq ye sayang..u mmg pandai wat surprise tuk i dari dulu smpai skang..so mlm td die asyik usik aku coz aku senyum smpai telinga..lau dpt present sape xsuka kan hehe...tp suka2 jgk la..at the same time kene menghabiskan marking spm n final audit 6/12 ni..wish me luck k guys.. :)

how time flies...

2011-11-21T05:33:00.000-08:00

tgk...dua bujang sya...dh besar kan...
thn depan ameer 8thn and afeff dh 3 thn

ini bermakna umur aku pun bertambah jgk thn dpn hihi...thn dpn umur aku msk 32...cpt betul masa berjalan...rasenye baru je sambut thn baru 2011..tup..tup dh bln 11

rase cm blum bersedia nk menghadapi tahun 2012....mcm byk bende yg belum settle...esp keje2 skolah...tp nk xnk masa akan terus berjalan...n kita kene trus kejar hehe...

ble ameer mula bersekolah...mmg byk bende aku kene korban...lau dlu byk masa nk lpk2 lps keje...tp skang ni blik je dr skool...dh bz masak coz ble ameer blik dh kene makan n bersiap nk mengaji...after ngaji kene tgkkan homework die...n lau mlm aku mmg jrg sgt tgk tv(in case lau ade LIVE yg best2) pergh...!!br la aku rase cmne penatnye jd seorg mama....tu la pengorbanan namanye...ble tgk diorg membesar...lega rase hati...xsangka dpt membesarkan anak2...kdg2 terase boleh x aku jd parents yg baik tuk anak2 aku...yela aku ni garang n strict(tp nasib baik abah nye sangat caring n suka wat lawak)...aku selalu berdoa agar ape yg aku wat mendatangkan kebaikan tuk anak2 aku dunia dan akhirat...amin..

mudah-mudahan anak2 mama menjadi anak2 yang soleh, menjadi manusia yang berguna dan bahagia dunia dan akhirat....

aku mmg suka cabaran

2011-10-18T21:40:00.001-07:00

elo peeps...

xnk ckp byk tp mmg tgh stress pasal 5 s....

ape maksud 5 s

sisih....sapu....susun....seragam dan sentiasa amal...

tp bg aku 5 s ialah

sepah....sorok.....serabut......stress dan sentiasa letih

hahahahaha....

semenjak 5 s ni perkenalkan kt skool aku ni...sume jd havoc....esp aku...xsuka wat keje ade due date...lagi2 kene wat bende2 berlabel...which is for me wasting my time...

aku cube positifkan diri aku ni....aku cube cari ape baiknya 5 s ni...tp smpai sekarang masih tercari2 arah....(tp sebenarnya xnak buka hati dan minda)

ble aku start wat S yg pertama iaitu SISIH, pergh byk bende aku jumpe kt library ni...even kertas soalan SPM tahun aku mengambil SPM(tahun 1997) awww....aku terase tua...n mcm2 lagila...itu belum cerita lebihan2 majalah, langsir la...n macam2 lagi la...

setakat ni adela 50% aku dh sisih...brg2 aku dh selamat aku bwk balik...lgpun bukan guna...dari situ aku start wonder

- barang2 yg xguna watpe nk ltk kt situ...akan menyebabkan ruang makin sempit...baik simpan kt umah

- brg2 yg dh 10 tahun dahulu n sewaktu dengannya dh mmg patut buang....so aku buang la...

OOOO....baru sedar bagusnya 5 s ni...haha...baru nk sedar ke?...belum terlambat...
even pengetua nk thn ni jgk kene dpt sijil n FYI aku rase mmg crazy tp i think i can do it...

aku mmg sukakan cabaran....bende2 camni wat aku kene fikir lbh n jd kreatif n at the same time aku akan lbih proaktif untuk mewujudkan persekitaran yg condusif...chewah!!!

semalam mmg aku nk nangis...dh berair pun mata aku...tp mlm td aku terfikir jap...why not take this as part and parcel of life...ko jugak NURUL AKMA selalu ckp setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya...so aku rasa ada hikmah TUHAN nk bagi kt aku n kwn2 aku kt skool ni...

so dari aku dok membebel, neves, takut dan sebagainya sila move ur ass and get everthing started...come on...dh masuk tahun kesembilan aku bekerja...tak kan cabaran cmni xleh nk tempuh kot...( haha...aku bg semangat kt diri sendiri ni )

apepun kene wish diri sendiri good luck and all the best...(coz xde sape yg nk wish coz sume bz dgn aktiviti sisih) haha...

to all SMVA teachers, staffs n students....happy GOTONG ROYONG tomorrow...we know we can do it...although sometimes we were suffered...but no worries....we healed...

kenapalah diorang ni...

2011-10-06T20:22:00.000-07:00

aku xsepatutnya mengeluh...yela bukan jenis aku yg suka mengeluh tp ada ketikanya aku pun manusia yg xkuat semangat...kdg2 down jgk ble org asyik blame kita atau xpuas ati dgn kita.
nasib baik la ade teknologi canggih cm blog ni...dptla aku meluahkan perasaan aku ni...
minggu ni mmg minggu x best aku di sekolah....kenapela lau cite pasal sekolah je aku rase xsuka...ntahla...aku pun smpai sekarang xde jawapan...dh masuk thn yg ke 3 aku berpindah ke sekolah ni..sepatutnya 3 tahun ni aku dh leh get along n selesa dgn environment sekolah ni...
tp sebaliknya...

minggu ni ade beberapa perkara yg wat aku cm rase down je...nasibla ade hubby, anak2 n best friends yg xjemu2 wat aku gelak...tp ble aku g skolah je...aku mula rase xbest or xselesa...

aku mmg suka mengajar sbb tu la idup akau kt skool ni mmg suka mengajar bdk2 ni...so ble aku mengajar aku akan lupakan segala ketidakselesaan hati aku ni...
tp bile satu hari ade student dtg jumpe aku n ckp die pg bilik guru n ade beberapa ckgu tengah bergossip...tetibe terkeluar nama aku yg diorg gossipkan...lau dh name gossip mestila bende2 yg xbestkan...
perkara yg sama timbul pasal the way i dress to school...ckgu2 ni mention yg aku ni suka pakai bj n tudung yg jarang2...dh la pakai tudung tu pendek pastu jarang plak tu...
waktu berdepan dgn students tu aku mmg confident kan die yg aku take it as an easy things but deep down inside aku mmg terasa...
sekali lagi sape diorng ni nk judge aku dgn cara aku pakai....aku dh byk berubah...dulu diorg ckp aku pakai ketat....skang 1 kebaya pun aku xpakai....malahan most of the time aku pakai bj kurung or baju kurung pahang, lau dulu masa hari sabtu atau waktu koko, aku pakai lengan pendek atau baju ngam2 paras punggung....tp skang aku dh pakai long sleeves n baju aku tu mesti aku make sure bawah paras punggung...skang ble aku start pakai tudung fareeda or pakai shawl...diorg still condemn aku ckp tudung yg aku pakai tu jarang or pendek...
masalahnya bukan aku je yg pakai camtu...ckgu2 lain pun pakai...tp nape aku je yg kene? disebabkan aku bkn kwn die atau bkn dr grup die ke?

pastu ade plak yg dtg tanye aku bli brg ktne...so dgn ikhlas aku bgtau ktne aku bli brg tu n aku siap bg address n no fon supaya senang die nk cari...tetibe ari ni purposely dtg ckp kt aku brg yg aku bgtau tu mahal gle dari ape yg die dapat...salah aku ke? ko yg dtg jumpe aku tanye...aku bgtau la....pastu xde pun ckp TQ pastu blame aku plak....stil salah aku jugak ke???

aku malas nk pikir...tp hati aku ni sakit gle mengenang ape yg org ckp kt aku...lau au ckp kt member2 aku cm anis, suzie, bonda, jm...mesti dorg ckp ala nurul die jeles kt awak....ye kita tau tp lau dh selalu sgt cmni kita pun rasa down jgk kan....

ape yg kita wat, ape yg kita pakai selalu diperhatikan....aku xselesa cmni...lau ko tgk aku sbb keje aku bagus xpela jgk...tp tgk aku dr aspek yg xpenting pun....jgn judge aku dgn cara aku berpakaian....and FYI aku dh byk berubah...lau korang tgk aku masa kt pontian...mesti berdarah mata korang xpercaya....aku berubah sbb aku nk berubah n sbb aku respect korang yg lbh senior dari aku tp ble aku dh berubah tp still korang ckp aku kt belakang...npknye korang sengaja nk wat aku marah n sengaja nk wat aku down cmni kan...

but satu perkara yg xpernah wat aku lemah ialah...ape yg aku wat ni adalah untuk mencari rezki dan aku xkacau idup sape2 pun...so ckpla semampu yg korang leh ckp but aku akan sentiasa kuat untuk menghadapi segala rintangan dan cabaran dalam hidup aku....dan akhir nya bukan korang yg menentukan masa depan aku...dan aku xde kene mengene ngan korang...

appreciated

2011-10-03T23:05:00.000-07:00

aku mmg xbyk kawan coz aku ni berat mulut...lau org xkenal mesti rase aku ni cm sombong...actually aku ni mmg xpandai nk start conversation...aku mesti rase gauche/awkward...
so seingat aku...sepanjang aku mengharungi idup aku ni aku hanye ade beberapa kawan yg betul rapat ngan aku n aku rase selesa nk share everything...
paling rapat ble aku di UPM, kwn2 rumah kodak n xlupa best friend mase jd faci adalah tempat aku mencurahkan masalah, share suka, duka n segalanya la...

ble aku keje, semasa di pontian mmg ramai kawan kerja jd kwn baik aku...byk bende leh share, dari hal keje sampai la ke shopping, dining and etc...

ble aku pindh tempat kerja mmg aku culture shocked...bkn dr segi working environment tp aku tetibe susah nk cr kawan...coz cm aku ckp td aku xbyk ckp n susah nk start conversation...end up aku sorang2 je di skolah ni...pg makan kt cafe pun sorang2....im getting use of it and aku dh pasrah....hubby tempat mencurah perasaan...n hubby sgt concern pasal hal ni...

mmg nk jdkan rezki...aku mula rapat ngan geng marking aku...esp K deana n harlina...yg pling aku suke...ape je perkara yg aku cite mesti diorg pun tau n kita suka bende yg same...so mmg la leh cpt ngam...

mmg routine tgk movie n lunch sesame adalah perkara wajib setiap minggu (lau xbz ngan schedule skolah)
hubby pun mmg bg greenlite...die xnk tgk aku cm sedey or down....nk tgk aku happy2 je...
aku fikir dh tua2 ni dh xde terms BFF lagi dh...alhamdulillah...ade org sudi nk berkawan ngn aku and off course ngan family aku...

ble harlina n her family masuk dlm relationship aku....aku mmg x expect akan jd begitu havoc but sweet...anak2 mmg cpt mesra...n at the same time hubby2 pun get along very well...alhamdulillah...so bertambah lagi la kwn2 baik aku ni... aku xtau cmne aku nk express how happy i am to welcome them to our family.... and harlina n her family pun excited jgk...tu yg pling penting....hope everything goes well n kekal sehingga akhir hayat kami amin...

me n lina at syasya's bday bash...

self conscious

2011-09-29T20:47:00.000-07:00

last weekend, my dad wat open house on saturday....saturday tu jgk skool aku wat hari koko n softball team dpt team terbaik tuk 2011 (so dpt la sedikit token from skool hehe)

hari koko abis kul 12.30, blik je umah...bersiap n trus blik ke simpang rengam... wpun aku cube blik cpt tp smpai kt spg rgm pun dh mencecah kul 3 petang... penat jgn cerita la...tp tuk menjayakan open house my dad, aku gagahi jugak...

sampai je aku tgk ramai makcik2 aku belah ayah aku...sibuk dok bergambar sesama sendiri...lps aku salam sume...aku ajak hubby n anak2 aku makan....tp lum sempat aku nk makan...makcik2 aku n beberapa tetamu nk blik...so aku pun pergi la berjumpe untuk bersalam dgn mereka...

dlm family aku bkn seorg yg byk ckp lau nk di compare ngan akak aku...aku mmg pendiam especially lau aku xde kene mengena ngan cite atau perkara yg diorg bincangkan...so dlm kalangan saudara mara aku mmg la dilabel berat mulut...bkn sombong tp aku xtau nk ckp ape...so lbh baik diam kan...tp diam aku sering disalah tafsir..tp hari tersebut mmg aku xleh nk diam dh...aku mmg outspoken abis...

macam mane aku xangin satu badan....dh la jumpe aku sekali sekala...tp komen aku mcm2...yg pling aku xleh tahan statement diorg "gemuknye ko ni" astagfirullah....waktu tu mmg aku xleh control perasaan aku ni....so sorry sgt....wpun korang lagi tua dari aku...tp i have to voice myself out....
i never felt so irritating than before, i love myself n my body, and i am very confident the way that i am... everyone is different, ade yg lps bersalin leh kembali ke shape yg asal...dlm kes aku ni...i've tried but ni jela figure yg aku leh maintain....but it is not the important matters...im happy with my life and kenapa nk komen camtu...it was not the first time...everytime lau aku jumpe makcik2 aku ni and jiran2 kt rumah parents aku ni...i will get the same statement...
gemuk sgt ke aku ni???
adoi...
so finally the explosion burst out....aku reply "eh korang dtg ni semata2 nk ckp buruk psl aku ke?xfikir ke aku ni kecik ati ke x? fikirla sikit perasaan org dan fikir la ape yg korang nk ckp tu menyakitkan hati atau x...jgn main ckp je..." lps aku ckp, makcik2 aku reply "ala gurau2 pun xleh ke?"
" ni bukan gurau...ada byk bende lain bleh wat gurau"
"ala...lau ko terasa maknanya mmg betulla ko gemuk"

aku trus masuk rumah, aku masuk bilik n i was crying over things that very ridiculous....bodohkan...

but somehow, kdg2 kita xleh nk terima apa yg org lain ckp wpun deep down inside kita cube kuatkan semangat kita....

so aku dpt pengajaran dari apa yg berlaku
1- jgn dengar apa org ckp yg purposely mmg nk sindir kita...coz in the end kita yg merana n sakit hati
2- sesetengah orang mmg xleh tgk kita senang...
2- jgn melawan dgn org cmni...we look stupid as they are

the only person that cheer me up is my hubby...he said
" you are the same person that i met 11 years ago...still amazing like before...don't bother what other people said about u...in the end...you are with me....as far as i love u and your kids love you...that's really matters..."
TQ bie...again for cheer me up...

p/s- aku jrg low self-esteem cmni...its really sucks!!!

TQ my dear friend.... :)

2011-09-28T17:02:00.000-07:00

entry ini dibuat khas tuk my deary friend...Harlina n Hazly

actually aku kenal lina ni start aku marking SPM in 2007, tp mase tu die ni cm kerek je aku tgk...(hihi...tp die kata mase tu die pemalu orgnye :p)

its happened aku start rapat dengan die ni in 2008 ble aku n K d ajak die bfast n lunch same2 waktu kitorg marking SPM @ Simpang Rengam (my hometown)
so bermula la episod yg mostly kelakar n penuh dgn gelak ketawa...mencari tpt makan yg best kt SR akhirnya....bila abis marking je...kitorg ttp berhubung memandangkan aku, K d n Lina mengajar di sekolah yg berdekatan....

ble ade free time mesti kuar lunch, tgk movie n shopping....paling best tgk 3D movies dgn diorg...sumpah time tu JAKUN gle haha...

the relationship was not stop there, last year aku ajak hubby n anak2 dtg beraya rumah lina...it was all started from there...aku tgk toya cm ngam je ngan hazly...n off course la anak2 aku n anak2 lina...tp sekali tu jela...

this year aku ajak diorg berbuka puasa kt umah aku...since aku dh dok umah yg proper ckit...lps berbuka aku mmg dh dok berbual ngan lina...same goes to toya n hazly...anak2 jgn ceritala...mmg dok bermain bersama...ble raya je...aku ziarah lagi rumah lina...n waktu tu mmg sure la yg toya n hazly mmg leh ngam...aku n lina dh terbaring coz menunggu diorg abis berbual...

2 kali aku wat open house....diorg mesti dtg and TQ so much to lina coz stay sampai open house aku abis n tlg aku kemas umah...siap tlg cuci pinggan n sapu umah aku....pukul 3 baru blik...tu pun toya n hazly sempat kuar lagi g 7E, ble aku tanya toya...die rasa selesa ngan lina satu family...n lina pun ckp perkara yg sama...alhamdulillah...bertambah lagi kwn2 aku...n yg pling penting, hubby n anak2 aku pun leh join same with this special relationship...

sabtu ni aku n lina plan nk wat bday party tuk anak lina syasya... nx agenda...nk plan g picnic or singapore zoo...ape yg aku syok sgt coz aku leh kuar ngan kwn aku n at the same time i can spend my time with my family...bkn sng nk dtg kwn2 yg kita rasa selesa leh outing bersama family masing2...
i m really excited of this relationship and do hope that our friendship will last forever...amin

TQ lina n hazly....(picture courtersy from FB lina aly)

TQ for the special gift...muah!

Meeting my ex steporian

2011-09-18T22:26:00.001-07:00

Last saturday was very happening weekend coz i had spent for about 12hours journey to my friends house in pontian..i managed to go to en fauzi, en mus, zarina, fiza, suha n yati...although the meeting was very short and i only spent 1/2 hour for each houses..but the most important is the thought of visiting our long time friends that should be implemented every year insyaallah...i would like to say tqvm to zihan, suhaimi, syairul, k juliana and fiza who had spent their weekend with us...it was a blast weekend ever and i put forward to see u guys who cant managed to come last friday,to come to my house this coming friday 23.9...see u guys soon

Gantung frames

2011-09-12T21:41:00.001-07:00

Setelah lamenye frames ni tersimpan dr sejak aku dok kuarters, akhirnye dpt gak gantung, frames ni k sue yg bagi... Nnti aku upload satu lagi frames dr kwn2 matrix...semua jd kenangan hehe

1st Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2011

2011-09-04T20:11:00.000-07:00

agak nervous raya kali ini,kerana for the first time aku keluar dari norma asal aku berbaju raya selain dari baju kurung, kurung moden or kebaya...ari ni officially im wearing trendy jubah yg aku bli ari tu...bersama tudung fareeda pemberian ex classmate aku irdawati...tq beb...so adela aku capture beberapa gambar semasa aku memakai jubah ni...hubby n adik2 ipar mmg puji jubah ni cantik....hehe...tp biase la aku self conscious pasal my tummy...and aku selalu rase lau pkai jubah aku akan npk lagi gemukz haha....
apepun Hari Raya kali ni xdpt nk beraya sangat coz hubby keje...lau pergi beraya pun waktu malam...xpela...bak kata org...rayakan sebulan....aim tahun ni nk beraya umah kwn2 sendiri n kwn2 hubby sebanyak yang mungkin...mudahan sihat badan dan dipermudahkan urusan amin
SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA....MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...

tudung fareeda...suka kaler tudung ni

tgkla aksi si kecik tu....mcm2 pose nk wat....hehe
(FYI- scenery blakang kami tu telah disiapkan pada malam raya....TQ hubby...u mmg creative)

me n hubby with my 3rd brother abg miek n my SIL kak intan, ateh n her hubby abg emi,

this is our family....happy eid from us- nurul, azhari, ameer n afeff...

kisah dress dan tudung raya

2011-08-22T19:29:00.000-07:00

KISAH BAJU RAYA

hubby punye sense of fashion mmg lain dari yg lain...byk bende yg aku npk cantik die kata xcantik...memule aku cm ignore je...tp lately ni ape yg ckp or bgtau...make sense n sesuai plak ngan aku yg dh masuk umur 30an ni hehe...

hubby suka aku pakai loose kemeja (bf shirt) ngan jeans ataupun tunic plain colour, jgn terlalu byk corak or byk sgt colour, takut crowded...untuk tudung or kasut die x komen sangat...

paling latest tuk hari raya die ckp xyah cari bj raya la...u try pkai jubah, dress or kaftan...
aku mmg allegic ngan jubah, dress or kaftan....bkn sbb aku xsuka, tp aku rase aku akan npk lagi gemuks lau pakai jubah, dress or kaftan...
hubby cakap try dulu...mane tau sesuai...
so last weekend the hunting begins...destination- bazzar ramadhan @kluang je...actually aku xnk la bli yg mahal2 coz takut xsesuai nk lastly jd membazir...
bleh plak ade satu booth jual segala jenis trendy dress....n so many colours to choose for...aku pun play safe pilih colour black...(konon2 nk npk kurus) haha...tp hubby suggest satu colour...sumpah aku trus wat muka...aku ckp mesti gemuk punye pakai colour ni...hubby ckp try dulu...nnti i comment....
bila aku sarung je dress tu...at first mmg rase cm lain...coz xbiase pkai dress...bile tjk kt hubby...die trus angguk kepala...(hubby aku ni lau die xsuka, die akan amik masa tuk komen...so lau die diam lame tu maknenye xsesuai la tuk aku)

tanpa berfikir panjang hubby terus bayar dress tu...so for the first time raya thn ni aku pakai dress...so check it out...

ok x kaler tu....harap2 la npk kurus pkai dress ni haha

KISAH TUDUNG

ni plak kisah tudung raya...memula aku dh tekadkan azam nk bli satu je tudung...since b4 raya pun dh byk tudung aku bli secara online ataupun x...tp dek kerana my ex classmates kenalkan aku ngan fareeda n die promote abis2 tudung fareeda ni...actually aku mmg suka tudung fareeda ni...tp aku rase terlalu mahal nk bli tudung...tp bile aku kira2 balik...mase aku bli ariani dulu pun mahal gak hehe...so i give it a try...aku bli tudung v rozanna double layer..start aku sarung je tudung fareeda ni...aku terus jatuh cinta....aku pun beli 2nd tudung selendang mawar dual tone...selepas tu aku xmenoleh kebelakang...trus purchased another tudung n another hehe...so far dapat la aku wat collection tudung fareeda ni...cm aku pernah wat collection tudung ariani dulu hehe...

ni la collection tudung fareeda....nyata jelita...:)---> br ade 5 helai jek hehe

dapat gak pakai tudung selendang mawar cm FAEZAH ELAI pakai masa die berlakon cite ASMARA 2

ha tudung ni mmg sangat special...hadiah dari kawan aku tu...tq ye IRDAWATIE....xsangka leh dapat present raya tuk tahun ni...bestnye...

tahun ni tahun aku beraya secara sederhana tp ade beberapa perkara yg extra special...syukur....alhamdulillah :)

it is all about ameer n afeff for hari raya 2011

2011-08-21T18:14:00.000-07:00

puasa tahun ini adalah puasa paling ringkas dan serba sederhana...dari mula puasa sehingga sekarang 2 kali je aku masak kt rumah...the rest either berbuka di rumah mentua atau blik kluang umah mak...so sbb tu aku xupload gambo2 makanan yg aku masak...bcoz mmg xmasak pun :p

bagi mereka2 yg dh bergelar ibu n ayah...sesungguhnya hari raya adalah persiapan untuk anak2...lau ada lbh barula beli tuk diri sendiri...tahun ni aku boleh simpulkan persiapan yg sangat ringkas dan sederhana.... x beriya mcm2 tahun2 sebelumnya(tiap2 malam selepas berbuka mesti keluar g shopping)...mayb sbb routine harian dh berubah...so agak pack masa nk kuar time weekdays...lau kuar weekend alamatnye kene beratur panjang la kt cashier n menunggu lama nk cari parking...
so aku n hubby mmg settle kan barang anak2...hubby sempat jgk bli tshirt pretty green n bensherman from UK...aku plak sempat bli beberapa helai tudung via online...nk amik bj kt tailor pun aku cm malas....pakai jela baju yg ade je...
alhamdulillah...yg penting untuk anak2 dh pun settle...kuih muih tuk family n bbsitter pun dh beli...mayb nk beli tudung n baju2 tuk anak2 bbsitter...kira present tuk hari raya...

rasanya tu jela persiapan tuk raya....hubby ckp nk bli brg2 rumah...but still not sure ape yg nk dibeli....wpun raya tp kene jgk jimat dan beringat...betul x...

lau blog ni xsempat di update...aku nk wish SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN KEPADA SEMUA YANG MENGENALI DIRI KU...
HALALKAN MAKAN DAN MINUM DAN PERBUATAN YANG DISENGAJAKAN ATAU TIDAK

semoga kita mendapat berkat dan kesenangan menyambut hari raya pada tahun ini...jika ada kelapangan sudi2 kan lah datang ke rumah kami ye...tp kene call dulu tuk appointment coz dh nama hari raya...mesti kita sume bz nk ziarah menziarahi antara satu sama lain...

akhir kata semoga berbahagia di aidilfitri....PEACE

p/s- gambar-gambar di bawah ini sekadar untuk share dgn kawan2...tidak ada niat untuk menunjuk... :)

baju casual afeff

baju casual ameer

baju melayu ameer n afeff -tahun ni xmatch lagi colour ngan mama n abah :(

kasut afeff- colourful kan... :)

kasut ameer- dh pandai ikat kasut dh :)

si hero - afeff

2011-08-08T18:59:00.000-07:00

afeff dengan cerita telinga mmg xleh dipisahkan...mmg dari kecik kami dh discover masalah afeff ni...since die start demam selsema yg xbaik2...kami xsangka yg selsema die telah masuk ke salur telinga yang menyebabkan infection di telinga kanan...lau dh kene infection mmg die akan meragam coz area telinga akan panas dan bengkak....lubang telinga penuh dengan fungus dan berbau busuk....
solutionnya kami pegi specialist n sedut fungus dan lendir yg terkumpul dalam telinga...alhamdulillah mmg akan baik on the spot...macam magic....

doc dh cakap lau die selsema pastikan cepat sembuh not more than 3 days...kami akan pastikan afeff sihat...tp lately ni semenjak dh pandai ke toilet sendiri...afeff mmg suka main air...n infection dtg lagi ke telinga afeff...
doc pun dpt kesan afeff mmg xleh kene selsema n main air...xkira la di rumah atau pun swimming pool...doc tanya ade g mandi2 ke?aku sengihla coz aku baru balik dari LOTUS hehe...

doc bagi suggestion lau nk mandi kene pakaikan afeff ear plug tuk menghalang air masuk ke telinga....coz once dh kene infection mmg selalu berulang....

doc yang entertain kami namanya doctor NAZREAN...sangat baik n peramah n die bagi kita mcm2 advice how to take precaution and explain very details the symptom etc...so far xpernah pegi tempat lain coz lbh selesa dengan doctor nazrean ni and die pun ade simpan history afeff, so senang die nk refer...

semalam ms hantar afeff...aku yg terlebih nervous....aku xleh bayangkan ape reaction afeff lau kene sedut...dulu mase die kecik...aku leh peluk die erat2...sepaya die tidak bergerak...tp lau dh beso ni camne ek...

nervous aku berkurangan bile die sendiri masuk n duduk atas patient chair tu...ble doc tanye sakit katne? afeff tjk kat telinga...doc mtk izin nk sedut...afeff angguk...n ble doc start sedut...aku npk muka die mula berkerut...mesti sakit....aku tanye sakit ke afeff?sakit! die jawab tp die steady n tak nangis...
aku je terase nk nangis...
satu coz kesian tgk die
dua coz aku sangat bangga tgk afeff

apepun xsampai 5 minit sume dh settle n bagaikan magic...telinga afeff dh xpanas n ble aku pegang telinga die...die dh tak rase sakit....
so doc bagi antibiotik n ubat titik telinga setiap 4 jam....aku berdoa agar afeff akan sihat seperti sedia kala...amin...

dulu masa ameer, kerap die kene sengat lebah ataupun kene allegic habuk atau bulu kucing...afeff plk selalu kene infection telinga....perkara2 camni mengajar kita sebagai parents tuk handle dan cari solution secepat mungkin....aku yg penakut pg hospital terpaksa gagahkan diri demi anak2...
yg penting diorg ni sihat....lau diorg sakit...kita jgk yg susah hatikan...

muka ala-ala cuak hehe

holiday pra ramadhan?-LOTUS @ DESARU

2011-08-03T17:49:00.000-07:00

hubby mmg suka plan last minit tau.... dh nk puasa pun still ajak kami g short trip....tp sebenarnye kami suke je...hehe...kali ni kami pegi xjauh hanya ke desaru....45 minit dari JB....

hubby ckp nk ajak anak2 main kolam haha...wpun afeff n ameer dilanda diarrhea...sian diorg...masing2 semakin kurus...tp ttp bertenaga dok main air....

nampak x afeff semakin kurus...ni sbb sakit la ni...sian afeff....

yang buat aku excited ialah bilik yg kami diami ni....sangat cozy dan design nye sgt moden....aku betul2 jatuh hati ngan bilik ni....

ruang bawah khas tuk ruang tv n makan....

tangga ke ruang atas

ruang atas...katil tuk tido

pandangan dari atas....

short break camni mmg perlu tuk release segala tension yg ade....tipula lau xstress kan....lagi2 lau pk pasal keje....alhamdulillah....seronok sungguh g LOTUS ni...ade rezki mesti nk dtg lagi...:)

a gift from heart...

2011-08-03T17:24:00.000-07:00

lately ni hubby mmg sering g holiday....yg sedey nye aku xdpt ikut....huhu...al maklumla kerja sebagai guru xleh nk cuti sesuke hati...lgpun hubby g ngn kengkawan opis die.... ade jgk la kwn2 aku kt sekolah ni ckp...ko xtakut ke lau hubby ko pg jln2 ngan kwn2 die...mane tau title suami orang leh bertukar jadi bujang....haha....takut mmg la takut....tp aku percaya pada die...n aku selalu kata pada hubby lau wat salah nnti TUHAN mesti tunjuk punye....:p

awal2 lagi die ckp....die xbelikan aku ape2 coz budget tight nk kesana....coz baru lps tukar tayar n byr roadtax....hampir 2k habis...huhu...so aku pun x mengharap ape2...tp cm biase mesti die bwk balik something dari sabah hehe....

yg paling kelakar....mula2 die bg satu beg yg berisi ikan terubuk masin...
hubby- sorry la bie...ni je yg i dpt beli
aku- ala ok je...sedap gak wat lauk

pastu aku pun simpan la ikan tu...
and die pun ckp nk mandi...
aku pun trus kemas beg baju die...tetibe aku ternampak satu kotak...

aku pun terus senyum...die keluar je bilik air...die terus tergelak

hubby- ala i baru nk surprise u...rupenye i yg ter surprise....
aku- hehe tq bie...i tau mesti ade tuk i....saje je wat rajin kemas beg baju u ni haha
hubby- isy...pandainye....

so ni la surprise dari hubby i....soknye i trus pakai kt kenduri rumah my parent....so sweet...
tq hubby....luv u....muah!

ikea or iketoya

2011-07-24T19:08:00.000-07:00

ingat x entry pasal shoe racks saya??? hubby dh promise nk wat bench supaya senang guest dtg nk pakai or buka kasut...misi telah pun tercapai n mengambil masa kira2 2minggu tuk menyiapkan bench ni...ble dh siap muka hubby berseri2 coz ape yg die bygkan dh pun menjadi kenyataan...saya???suka saje asalkan hubby suke...

hubby ckp bench ni xde jual kt ikea...ni brand namenye iketoya...haha

usaha menyiapkan bench idaman

tara.....cantik x?

kaler black n white menjadi tema pilihan hehe

p/s- hubby ckp..org cm saya ni gaji xbeso so Tuhan anugerahkan sedikit creativity supaya bleh gunakannya utk membuat bende2 yg xmampu dibeli...- saya amat terharu... :)

my big family :)

2011-07-18T18:21:00.000-07:00

alhamdulilah....dpt jugak berkumpul tuk kali ini...wpun family aku xbeso tp mmg susah nk berkumpul same2...yela masing2 sudah ade komitmens masing2...dikesempatan ini dapatla aku snp beberapa gambo tuk simpanan...ni pun xcukup sorang anak sedara aku (LUQMAN HAKIM) die dh balik poli perak coz semester baru dh nk bermula...

congrats to my deary nephew....KHILFI HAFIY n MOHD ADIB FALIQ kerana dpt further study mereka....KHILFI HAFIY dpt course mechanical engineering n MOHD ADIB FALIQ dapat course mass comm....

tuk NURSYAHIRAH n MOHD ASYIQ all the best for ur SPM n PMR trial...xlame lagi...hope u will get the best result ever...

for my beloved ALONG-HAJI MOHD NASER congrats for your APC(Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang) leh la belanja kami satay kt Batu Pahat...hehe

tuk Abg EMI-HILMI, my beloved sister n lil bro - ateh-KAMALIAH NOOR n Ayip-MOHAMAD ZHARIF, tq coz bertungkus lumus menyiapkan rumah mak n ayah...tanpa korang mesti kenduri xdpt dijalankan dengan jayanya...

finally tuk mak n ayah-HJH KAMARIAH n DATO HAJI MOHD SHAH....congrats sbb rumah baru dh siap...sangat cantik n we are happy for both of u....love u guys sooo much!

out for makan-makan

2011-07-11T19:53:00.000-07:00

tq to my beloved hubby who spent his money and time to give me n kids a very meaningful and unforgetable treat at BBQ chicken last night...i was overwhelmed when he asked me to go with him to "buka puasa"( since i was fasting yesterday)...
i asked him why??? he said just a treat that u had successful in performing ur fasting...

i seldom wonder his behaviour...he is not good putting words to describe how much he loves me and my kids but he always give me surprises....all this while, he always surprise me with things that i like the most...and he did it again yesterday...
last night treat was a simple treat form him i love it soooo much...we had spent time together catching up things that we had been missing...since me n hubby are very busy with our work...so this is the time we chat n reflect what had happened recently...

i cherished the day with my family sooo much...and being around with family is the most joyful moments that i ever had... love u guys sooo much...

me with my kids...ameer the creative boy and afeff the mischievous one

eating on the table- naughty little angel i suppose :)

my "breaking the fast" menu

daddy n ameer's moment- eating fish cutlet

orange juice- soo refreshing

kasut o kasut...

2011-07-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

item kedua yg dibeli adalah rak kasut...punye la pusing satu jb semata-mata nk fit ngan ruang pintu ni....ukuran lebih kurang 2kaki setengah....setiap kali msk kedai perabot mesti tanye ade x rak kasut tinggi yg lebarnye 2kaki setengah...pening kepala diorg ukur rak kasut2 ni...
aku suka kaler itam...senang nk maintain...hubby suka putih coz hubby ni creative skit dari aku...dari sudut pandangan die ruang ni die dh design dh dlm kepala die....rak kaler putih n nk ltk satu bench kaler itam kt tepi tu supaya guest senang nk pakai kasut...sampai ke situ die fikir...hehe
bench tu die nk DIY...haha...baru aku tau hubby sgt multi tasking...sume bende leh wat...mmg byk save duit la...weekend ari tu aku try la susun kasut kami satu family...mmg tepatla jangkaan aku.....ade kasut yg kene simpan kt stor...coz mmg xmuat haha....hubby suro beli shoe container kt JUSCO...yg transparent so leh npk kasut dari luar....suggestion yg bagus tp cm biase kenela slow2...dh settle sume barula focus kepada item2 yg lbh kecil n lbh murah....

so far leh masuk kira2 42 pasang kasut...hubby ckp kasut die leh la tindih2...aku pulak sayang...lau sport shoes bleh la nk tindih2 tp ade dua kasut kulit hubby simpan kt stor...die ckp xpela die jrg pakai n beberapa pasang kasut aku yg belum dibaiki....lau ade shoe container tu mesti leh muat smpi 50pasang kasut...insyaallah... :)

cantik x?

2011-07-10T17:34:00.000-07:00

mmg sangat penat....tu ayat yg akan aku ckp lau kwn2 tanye..cmne pindah umah baru...wpun ternyata penat tp aku mmg happy gile...mak aku n mentua aku ckp lau pindah ni...sebulan or dua bulan pun lum tentu abis kemas...ha! mmg pun...smpai skang pun stil ade je nk kemas...hehe...

byk bende yg aku berdikit-dikit beli...xbli serentak....al maklumlah...byk perkara lain yg perlu di settle kan dulu before focus kepada barang perabot dan lain2...lau tanye byk x abis duit kalau nk pindah...jawapannye...YA! hehe tp alhamdulillah puas ati coz kita beli tuk umah sendiri....
disbbkan aku n hubby mmg xkuarkan lagi duit KWSP, so kesemua duit tersebut digunakan tuk renovation umah ni....tp still jgk xckup memandangkan kos renovation sahaja mencecah 15K...

tp ari ni xnk cite pasal kos renovation...tp nk cite curtain baru tuk umah baru...since xlame lagi nk raye...aku n hubby dh decide tuk tempah langsir umah baru kami...disbbkan keseluruhan umah kami gunakan blinds so hanya sliding door n tingkap di sebelah sliding door kami decide tuk tempah dari material kain...
tuk sliding door cm biase ade dua set curtain, tuk day curtain n night curtain...dari rumah lagi hubby dh bgtau tlg set kaler ape nk beli coz nnti dh smpai kedai langsir mesti rambang mata...n mmg betul...rambang mata!!!
pilih punya pilih...match dari satu kain ke kain yg lain akhir nya kata persetujuan memilih kaler grey tuk night curtain n combination grey,black n white tuk day curtain...setelah culculate upah jahit n campur kos bli kain...memcecah jgk rm 1k...(mahal jgk langsir ni ek) cube bygkan lau umah lbh besar dari aku...mesti lagi besar kosnye hehe...apepun hubby ckp xpela sesekali berbelanja mahal ckit...n hubby dh sound lps ni 5thn lagi bru tkr langsir ye :p...yela...yg penting hubby belanja....hehe tq bie!

sebelum ade langsir

after make over hehe

hate of being busy

2011-07-06T21:42:00.000-07:00

i almost got a migraine due to my hectic schedule started after my mid year holiday...it is because there are only 4 teachers in my english panel...and unfortunately everybody had their own position that couldnt bare to take the responsibility of the head of english panel(my KP is on maternity leave)...so leaving me to take the responsibility although im a Media teacher in this school...but TQ so much to my KB(k fazilah) because she helps me a lot interm of doing the mid year analysis and english month as well

so many things to settle but so little time i have and nobody accept k fazilah who is willing to help...and the worst part is...i have another things to do besides for my english panel things..My Principal asks me to do her Power points slides and at the same time my HEM asks me to do Power points for majlis anugerah pengetua....all at the same time...

dealing with sooo many works, makes me to value more my free time....-although i hardly had one :( every day is occupied with inserting and editing part...which i have to do over n over again until i get the best out of it....and everyday i'd spent more than 8hours infront of my lappy to settle these matters....it is not end here....there are also things that i have to key in for PSS matters...iNILAM, iQPSS etc....makes me to spent even more infront of my lappy...
my eyes getting tired and sometimes i have to bring back my work but still not enough time to finish it...

i kept reminding myself to value time...i will make sure this will end soon as i can go back to my usual time and routine...i need another break although i already had one.... :(

p/s- 24 hours seem too short right now... *sigh*

dare to try it???

2011-06-21T20:14:00.000-07:00

since most of my style was inspired by YUNALIS ZARAI...i prefer to look more subtle n not to obvious to other people to notice me....since everyday i was wearing baju kurung, kebaya, kurung pahang, mini kurung n sometimes long skirt and not to forget t-shirt n track bottom for school sports....im kinda look for something that is more stylish but yet look simple and affodable...everytime when i went to school, the best part that i must look good is my scarf...i dont buy fancy fabrics for my clothes just enough the materials are from viscose, silk or crepe but i must wear something different for my scarf...from ariani to fareeda, shawl and pasmina or even just plain or printed syria...some of my friends particular for some labels...like anis who like ariani...my old school friend ida...who had more than 10 scarf under the label fareeda...but for me as long as look good n diferent i would like to try....

my latest style that i like to try but still way ahead to think about it is...HOODIE blouse....just like in the picture...the blouse is consist of 2 items which is HOODIE blouse(yellow colour) and INNER NINJA (black colour)....so dare to try it...i guess i give it a try la...:)

for you my darling

2011-06-21T00:20:00.000-07:00

mulut penuh tgh makan hehe

sweater topman

pejam celik...hampir 11 tahun aku dh bersama ngn hubby....nk dh sebelas kali menyambut hari lahir AKA birthday bersama hubby...setiap kali birthday mmg aku mesti stuck ngan ape jenis present yg nk diberi utk hubby tersayang...mmg die xpernah mtk...tp saje je wat surprise pada die...coz die mmg xpenah lupe wat surprise tuk aku...

this year budget mmg agak tight...almaklumlah baru berpindah rumah...so byk duit dihabiskan ke rumah....tp jgn risau present tuk hubby insyaallah ade...

I'm just ordinary woman who wants to be extraordinary

2011-05-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

setiap perkara yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya...bait2 yg selalu aku pegang sekiranya berlaku apa2 musibah terhadap diri sendiri atau keluarga....alhamdulillah...byk perkara yg telah aku lalui samada kecil ataupun besar...tetapi aku ttp bersyukur kerana aku mampu mengharungi nya wpun kadang2 xsekuat yg aku sangkakan...

bertitik tolak dengan segala apa yg berlaku...aku bersyukur dengan limpah kurnia yg Tuhan berikan pd aku dan family...wpun ade yg kurang dari beberapa segi...tetapi kita sume manusia yg serba kekurangan...

2003, merupakan perubahan idup aku yg terbesar kerana aku telah berkahwin dgn seorang yg betul2 aku sayang...alhamdulillah...sehingga kini aku masih menyayangi dia dan begitu juga dengan die...peranan aku juga berubah dari seorang kekasih kepada seorang isteri...menjadi seorang isteri bukan satu peranan yg mudah...kita perlu sentiasa bersama nya dan berkongsi segalanya...

2004, aku melahirkan zuriat aku yg pertama iaitu ameer ashraff, peranan aku jg bertambah...menjadi seorang ibu....perasaan bercampur baur ketika itu...kerana walaupun terlalu gembira menerima hadiah pemberian TUHAN tetapi byk tanggungjawab yg perlu aku pikul setelah bergelar ibu....
percayalah...setelah melahirkan anak...hati dan perasaan jg berubah....aku tanamkan dalam diri untuk menjadi ibu yg terbaik...aku xmengambil orang lain sebagai contoh...cuma melihat mak dan mama yg begitu dkt dgn diri aku....

kedua2 mak dlm hidupaku mempunyai sifat yg kontra...mak seorang sgt strict dan sgt rajin, mama pula lebih lembut dan teliti dlm membuat kerja...sifat2 ini aku guna pakai utk aku mendidik anak2 aku...

tugas mendidik bukannya senang...mcm2 cabaran...sehingga kdg2 xsedar anak2 kita dh pandai dlm sesuatu hal....terima kasih kepada guru2 yg mengajar ameer...alhmdulilah...die berada di landasan yg benar...

aku pernah terbaca notes wardina saffiya ttg bagaimana cara die mangajar anaknya solat...aku mengalirkan air mata kerana bkn senang nk menanamkan sifat2 terpuji kerana sekarang terlalu byk tekanan dari pelbagai sudut...aku sgt bersyukur kerana ameer bersekolah agama....jd byk bende yg die belajar....dan apabila die mengajak aku solat...waktu itu luluh jantung aku....terus jatuh air mata aku kerana anak sekecil 7 tahun mengajak ibunya bersolat....saat itu aku berjanji pada diri sendiri untuk terus menanamkan sifat suka solat kepada ameer dan sentiasa berdoa memohon segalanya dengan TUHAN....
benarlah jika kita mahu membetulkan seseorang...perbetulkanlah solatnya...mudah2han kami satu keluarga mendapat taufik dah hidayah dari ALLAH S.W.T...betapa TUHAN memberikan zuriat yang benar2 suci dan baik...aku bertanggungjawab menjadikan anak2 aku anak2 yg soleh...amin...semoga usaha aku dipermudahkan dan menjadi kenyataan...

p/s- terima kasih ustazah salma...ameer ashraff dh boleh bc jawi dan pandai solat...hanya ALLAH sahaja yg dpt membalas segalanya....amin

time is GOLD

2011-05-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

my hubby mmg pandai bab2 surprise ni...wpun dh idup bersama hampir 11tahun...aku stil xleh baca or notice ape yg die try nk surprise aku...
ptg td, lps amik ameer dari skolah, die ajak aku g GIANT, dgn alasan die mtk tlg aku bli brg2 dapur n die nk g JUSCO coz nk survey perfume...die ckp perfume die dh abis n dh warning awal2 jgn bli tuk die coz die nk cari yg murah2...

aku pun bwk anak2 g GIANT n beli la brg2 yg diperlukan...dh siap aku text die n 5mnt lps tu die sampai...aku agak die nk blikan perfume tuk aku...so aku cr2 gak kotak perfume...tp die lagi licik...xjumpe ape2 pun kt boot keta...

smpai umah...aku pun trus siap2 nk mask...tetibe die bg satu kotak...die ckp student tinggal kt kolej(bdk2 UNI dh blik kampung tgh cuti semester)
so aku pun xinterested nk tgk...pastu die bkk n tjk kt aku...2 kali aku pusing tgk kotak tu...
FRENCH CONNECTIONS....aku rase cm lain je...tgk sekali lagi....AHA....hehehe....yeay!!!!
dapat jam baru....
aku geleng kepala n at the same time excited sgt...

BIE...u never fail to surprise me...
padanla beriya suro aku beli brg...ade je plan tuk aku...BTW honey...i appreciate it a lot...ingatkan dh xdpt present dh tua2 ni ehhee...

anyway hubby...tq so very much...luv u till the end of time...cm u selalu ckp
"kekasih idup n mati i hanya u sorang..." same way goes to me....muah!

cantik kan kotak die..hehe

bilik telah beroperasi...

2011-05-22T04:28:00.000-07:00

weekend kali ini dihabiskan dgn acara....mengangkut brg2 ke rumah baru...nx week lau tiada aral melintang...kami akan berpindah ke rumah kami di TAMAN PULAI JAYA...alhamdulillah...setelah hampir menunggu selama hampir 3 tahun...secara rasminye kami akan berpindah minggu depan YEAY!!!!

byk2 bilik dlm rumah ni...hanya bilik hero kami yg telah siap di hias....almaklumla...nk bagi mood tuk anak2 ke rumah baru...dari ameer sehingga afeff...dua2 sempat duduk di rumah kuarters...(anak kuarters la ni...) so ble diorg ni pg je ke rumah bar kami...doirg mesti excited gle coz ade bilik sendiri....kami mengambil masa jg la tuk menyiapkan bilik ni...tp ble sampai je hero2 kami ni...bilik yg kami kemas telah BERTUKAR....hahaha....
mmg la lau dh name budak2...xleh nk tahan....mesti bersepah jgk...tp yg bagusnye...diorg ni hanya sepahkan dlm bilik diorg je...atleast lau ade org dtg...leh tutup je pintu diorg ni(kes xsmpat kemas la haha)

apepun...sykur alhamdulillah...harapan nk pindah kesampaian...walaupun rumah xbeso tp cukupla utk kami berempat and mungkin berlima...(hehehe...satu hari nnti....skang lum lagi...) amin....

terima kasih kepada HUBBY tercinta kerana sanggup turun padang...buat semuanya....dari pasang kipas n lampu, cat bilik n featured wall , wat piping tuk kitchen cabinet n macam2 lagila...(sume tu hubby ckp nk save cost so duit upah tuk sume tu leh bli barang2 lain...)nasibla hubby ni cm "HANDY MANNY"...byk la kami save dari upah orang...

so kt bwh ni gambo selepas n sebelum bilik anak2 hero kami....tgk la...kelakar...

menyepahkan bilik sambil posing tgk camera...

ni sebelum kene sepah...kemas je kan haha...

happy birthday to me

2011-05-18T21:23:00.000-07:00

haha today officially i'm turning 31

well is there any celebrations?haha mayb....paling kuat pun mesti hubby bli kek celebrate ngan family mentua since diorg la yg paling dekat ngan aku...

a lot of wishes are coming from my students...tq a lot and not to forget from my BFFssss...(punye la ramai kawan haha)

hari ni aku memandang hari lahirku dari different perspectives and views...kenapa...?

well....DULU more to celebrations and party>>>> kwn2 UNI mmg xlupe celebrate bday aku tp SEKARANG lebih kepada mensyukuri hidup kerana dh 31 tahun hidup di dunia ini and still going strong babeh!!! alhamdulillah....

DULU...i received so many presents...i remembered when i was 17 years old...i received more that 30 presents from my friends...NOW birthday wishes pun dh mencukupi and yg paling penting wishes bersama mendoakan kesejahteraan aku...alhamdulillah...tu yg paling aku inginkan...lagi ramai yg mendoakan kita...lagi rahmatla idup kita kan...amin...

DULU....mesti ade macam2 makanan...kadang2 siap ade tema nk mkn ape, dr spagetti, or makanan kampung....SEKARANG...hanya sebiji kek...alhamdulilah...yg penting ingatan...sebiji kek dikongsi oleh seluruh keluarga...kan berkat...and some more sharing is caring :)

ape pun...age is just a number...i will embrace my maturity and mostly to become more wiser...
insyaallah...

apepun HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.... i love u all as well i love myself too...

happy teacher's day....among the best moment ever!

2011-05-17T18:53:00.001-07:00

tahun ni xsempat nk capture byk gambar coz mmg byk gle aktiviti yg diadakan sempena hari guru tahun 2011...nasibh baik ramai fotographer2 yg amik gambo...so kenela tggu diorg ni upload kt FB....so ni jela gambo yg sempat di ambil...apepun thn ni aktiviti mmg best...
ckgu2 mmg enjoy gle...yg paling syok ialah main galah panjang....aku yg malas nk tkr baju, main sambil pkai bj kurung moden ni...hahaha...mmg xnk lepaskan peluang...nasib baik la menang...
hadiah dari kelab kebiru...

before pg dewan...bersama k suriadiana

dari kiri- rohani, aku, ima, noreen, k roziati n yg kt depan tu shafawati

ni anugerah yg aku dpt tahun ni...tq to all my students...haha cukup bergaya ke???

antara presents yg aku dpt sempena hari guru....xbyk tp sume amat bermakna....tq again...

HARI IBU...

2011-05-17T18:40:00.001-07:00

tq ameer ashraff for the best mother's day card... luv u sooooo much la darling...
never expected that he will gives me this card and the most important thing is he did it himself...i m so proud of u....

xsangka cantik betul si ameer ni lukis...tgk gambo die...rambut spikey lagi haha....adik pulak kecik coz die ckp ade kecik lg so lukisan kene kecik jgk...

mama punye tudung kaler merah coz ameer ckp mama cantik pakai tudung kaler merah n abah die wat smiley face coz abah xpenah marah2...cool jek haha...

so adorable la ameer ni...n alhamdulillah kerana dikurniakan anak yg sangat baik dan bijak mcm ameer...semoga aku n hubby dpt memimpin die ke jalan yg benar amin.....

the lost world of tambun n finding the cameron

2011-05-17T18:19:00.000-07:00

at last...we were able to get ourselves rest and enjoy for the long weekends from 29/4-2/5...
we had spent time together to go to the lost world of tambun and cameron...alhamdulillah...everyone was happy esp ameer and afeff....
me with my 2 adorable sons at cameron bharat plantations...

me n beloved hubby

yeay!!!!

cheese!!!

safely arrived at Perak (9.30am)

revolusi APPLE

2011-04-18T18:42:00.000-07:00

i'm one of the fanatic fan of APPLE gadgets and i tell u it is very expensive to buy these gadgets...the revolution of APPLE is timeless and i have to say it is the best gadget ever in this world...the application is easy to use and most important thing its suit me very well i have the opportunity to use these gadgets and it is very awesome!!!! so go and get it...not only sleek but easy to handle... i like! 2 items that i already had and i keep my finger cross to buy another 2 items that will complete the series of APPLE gadgets...but for now let us see the pictures first la.... my iphone 4....bought it early this year

ipod touch, a birthday gift from the LOVE one hehe

aha....my current possession....imac notebook...pink in colour...but the latest colour is gold and silver(available in singapore)

ipad...the huge version of iphone....nk jgk ke?well, can install many games n educational applications for me n my little angels

so i guess after i finish to decorate my house...it is time to start saving for these gadgets...hehe

hope to get it by the end of this year to complete my collections....amin...

Pre-birthday gift

2011-04-17T22:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday was my lucky day because after my hubby when back from gotong royong at our new house, he asked me to buy lunch meals because my sister(ateh), my lil bro (ayip), amanina, epi n my mum were at my house... for the past 2weeks we were having trouble switching our television, so my hubby said lets go n buy new tv...at first i think he was making a joke because television is not our list to buy for this month...so i just laughed but he stopped at electrical appliances shop at TAMAN UNIVERSITI and asked me to pick my home dream TV...wah! i was so very syiok la...that time...hehehe... he said this is my pre-birthday gift as he has another gift coming away this MAY...YEAY!!! BTW hubby...tq very much.....you never failed to suprise me la SAYANG...everyday is full of surprises! i like!!! p/s- still thinking what present that i will get for my birthday...can't wait hehe :)

beraninya mereka

2011-04-07T20:47:00.000-07:00

salahkah aku memberi mereka azam supaya tidak mahu bercakap di khalayak ramai? salahkah aku memberi sepenuh kepercayaan supaya tidak takut menyuarakan pendapat? salahkah aku memberi keyakinan untuk mereka menjawab segala persoalan? MEMANG SALAH AKU kerana..... mereka berani bercakap di khalayak ramai tetapi tidak pernah menjaga hati dan perasaan orang lain mereka tidak takut menyuarakan pendapat tetapi pendapat yang menyakitkan dan mengguris perasaan orang lain mereka menjawab segala persoalan tetapi tidak pernah menerima jawapan orang lain dari persoalan yg mereka sendiri timbulkan... MASYAALLAH...jauhkan dari segala prasangka...kembalilah....sesungguhnya TUHAN MAHA MENGETAHUI...

afeff turns 2

2011-04-06T19:12:00.001-07:00

happy birthday afeff aiman.... you turn 2.... yeay! a little celebration for my little angel..afeff aiman...which was celebrated on 3/4/2011(sunday). not a very big celebration, but i managed to cook ameer favourite dish- spagetti and buy all time favourite fast food PIZZA HUT and a birthday cake. TQ to ateh n her family n ayip that came to my house and celebrate afeff's birthday and to my beloved hubby who managed to went home early after his gigs in MALACCA makan jgn x makan

birthday boy afeff aiman

bersungguhnye tiup lilin...

choco-vanilla ice cream cakes

ayip was busy to prepare the meals...

p/s- belum pernah celebrate bday secara besar-besaran...ble agaknye???

to afeff aiman bin mohd noor azhari...

semoga menjadi anak yang soleh dan dapat mencapai cita2 menjadi insan yg cemerlang dunia dan akhirat amin...

dont judge a book by its cover

2011-04-05T00:11:00.000-07:00

aku amat terase lately ni(mayb disebabkan terlalu byk keje n stress) so ade juga beberapa perkara yg aku dgr n yg aku bc wat aku terase... rasenye dlm entry yg lepas2...dh byk kali aku bercerita ttg perihal manusia yg suka menghukum seseorang tanpa menilai dari sudut hati dan perasaan...walaupun tahun ini aku baru berumur 31 tahun (cess....perasan masih muda!!!) tp byk pengalaman yang telah aku lalui mematangkan aku sebagai manusia... aku amat terkilan kerana ada orang yg masih berfikiran sempit dan bercakap tidak menggunakan akal fikiran.... yang paling aku xsuka dengan bangganya menulis status di FB atau menggunakan rangkaian laman sosial yang lain untuk menujuk kepandaian mereka yang tidak seberapa... sebelum berkata atau menulis lihat lah pada diri sendiri....sempurnakah kita sebagai manusia... walaupun aku telah bergelar guru, aku juga berhati2 jikalau ingin menegur orang lain...perlu jaga hati dan perasaan mereka dan yg paling penting maruah dan aib mereka terutama di khalayak ramai....jika ingin mengingatkan diri sendiri cukup beristigfar dlm diri dan terima kekurangan diri...xperlu nk tulis di FB atau di lain2 tempat....perkara sebergitu mengundang spekulasi dan pandangan negatif dari org lain... KENAPA MEMANDANG ORANG MENGIKUT APA YANG MEREKA PAKAI TETAPI TIDAK MEMANDANG HATI MEREKA DAN SUMBANGAN YANG PERNAH MEREKA LAKUKAN sesungguhnya pengalaman byk mengajar aku memilih orang yg betul2 ikhlas dengan kita...dan baik buruk seseorang itu bkn dari apa yg mereka pakai...tp pandangla hati mereka....jikalau xsanggup hendak melihat maksiat.... bukan sahaja mata dan telinga perlu ditutup tetapi mulut juga perlu dijaga agar tidak mengata manusia tersebut.... jika perlu menegur...tegurla dgn cara yang paling halus...kerana walaupun die berdosa mendedahkan aurat tetapi kita juga berdosa jikalau menegur tapi dengan perasaan bermegah2 seolah2 die sahaja yang tahu dosa dan pahala...sesungguhnya....betapa aku takut nk mempersoal antara pahala dan dosa kerana yang benar2 mengetahui hanyalah ALLAH SWT.... jadi kembalilah jika sudah tersimpang jauh...dan yang penting...fikir dulu sebelum berkata2...mereka juga manusia biasa yang ada hati dan perasaan....dan seharusnya beri mereka peluang untuk berubah....yang paling penting kita juga perlu berubah....JANGAN HANYA MEMANDANG DARI SEGI LUARAN....sesungguhnya kita sama sahaja di atas muka bumi ini... wasalam p/s- kita mmg wajib bertudung...tp berilah peluang mereka yang tidak bertudung untuk bertudung suatu hari nnti....xperlu tegur secara bermegah2...doakan mereka terbuka hati tuk bertudung....

friendship is forever

2011-03-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

i always reminded my students that you should choose your friends...because the people that you choose as a friend will portray your identity and attitudes...if you choose the wrong person u might as well may not be a good person....since i was young...alhamdulillah...i had quite numbers of friends....they come and go but still there are some of them who are still close to my heart... this is NORLIZA, but i called noly, she had been with me since secondary school...and we still remain as good friends until now...we didn't go to the same U or working at the same working place but at least every month we had a chance to see each other to share everything..even until now i am her personal advisor when it comes to fashion...she is a creative and hardworking person...and perfectionist...kadang2 xlarat nk ikut hehehe

i don't know when i become close to her...this is ANIS SABIRAH, i called her anis or tweety bird(long time when we were in UPM), we are not in the same hostel at first but we make it together at RUMAH KODAK, n i am the only one who can drove her anywhere with my car as BEN(her brother) who is very protective....she is a very particular person and often loose her temper easily but she is the one who always push me to become more tougher. best quote from her " nurul, kuat la skit...lawan je"

I met her when we undergo for matrix fasilitators when back in 1999, she was very cheerful and full of jokes but at the same time she would become furious and full of anger...she is SITI NORHASLINA a.k.a INA G...since that we became close and get along very well...she is very independent and hardly asked for help....everything she will do for living...and yet still be humble and a kind person

i met them when my hubby was involved in LAILA"S LOUNGE...the chemistry was very strong because i was happily accepted by them...being new in a crowd of MUSIC, makes me feel lost but thanks to HANIM, LELY n JOAN...everything went smooth and release...

acceptance is the key of good friendship...as i accept them openly...they received my friendship without questions...i met them in STEPO, the place of work that i love so much....ZIHAN comes year after i was transfering to pontian, before she came, i met K NADSUHA, my very own SENIOR TESL in UPM...how greatful i was at that time to see familiar faces...ZIHAN who is very easy to be friend and be a very helpful person as for K NADSUHA, she is my idol, full of charisma and full of knowledge

This is NASLONY or nas, my buddy...hehehe...i met her during matriculation in1998 and since that we become close as we became fasilitator and we do stuff together especially in DRAMA and performances. she is very helpful and you can count on her...she also a good listener and good adviser but not so good in fashion haha....NAS...ble nk pakai kebaya haha

my very own BFF in pontian, FIZA n YATI... FIZA is 5 years younger than me and YATI is 1 year older than me but we so close coz we have the same hobby....SHOPPING for shoes n clothes...every month we will buy each of us a pair of baju kurung according to the colors that we like... i think i have more than 5 sets of baju kurung that has the same design with the 2 of them...

from left- BONDA a.k.a RAINANI, ME, JULIE MARLINA, ANIS ABDULLAH n SUZIANAH

well for this picture i want to introduce BONDA...she is a very helpful person...she is the one who never tired to send me to the komuter because only her who has a transport...she likes to tidy up the house especially our house (RUMAH KODAK) although she was not a permanent resident in rumah kodak but she always there....maintaining the cleanliness of the house...hehe

this is SUZIANAH...she was a very shy person when the first time i met her...but as the time goes by...she remains one of my best friend...and truthfully i love to read her blog....there so many things that she shared n give so many informations about everything that related to life...

keep blogging ye SUZIE!

the sifu DIANA DJURAINI n the little monster JULIE MARLINA....DIANA DJURAINI is master of everything...from study to cooking...and she never failed to cook for us especially in fasting month..the favourite dishes are telur dadar n sardines...everyday....and we never complaint because it were very tasty.... besides cooking she is the bookworm...she likes to read and because of that she is one of the best TESL students for our course

JULIE MARLINA is a petite n small girl but as the malay words saying that "kecil2 cili api". she never afraid to voice her opinion and she is very creative...she likes fashion n know how to mix n match the style that suit all of us...she is the one that i always ask for help especially when the dinner party is around the corner...

another friends from STEPO, SYAIRULNIZAM n ISMALIATULADLINA...

SYAIRUL was a very talkative guy that i ever met in this entire life...he always has so many things to say n to make jokes, be around him like u will never stop laughing...adoi sakit mulut gelak.... n ISMA who is very gentle and always has brilliant ideas to share....she is very hardworking and because of that she had received "ANUGERAH PERKHIDMATAN CEMERLANG in 2007---dont forget me too :)

far left is NORLIANA, well one of the best students in TESL..she is also like DIANA, love to read and listen to the song and watching movies....last time when we were in the UNI, she will bring her very own cassette player anywhere and listen to her fav song...i remember one time that she was crasy with the song from stings-desert rose...she kept playing the song over n over again...adoi...leh masuk mimpi lagu tu hehehe

and this is my current friends who always there for me when i want to go for lunch, window shopping and watching movies...these are HARLINA and K DIANAHANNY...love them so much...HARLINA has 3 cute daugthers whom i love them soooo much...LINA is a very hardworking n clever woman....love her attitude and down to earth person...

K DIANA is my mentor...she is the INTERNET because she knows everything...she has a good voice...like to sing but just infront of us...she likes ANIME and korean stuff...

the rest of my friends whom i didn't mention in this entry...it is doesn't mean that i don't recognize you as my friends...but above all, these are my friends who always there for me when i need them the most...

so GUYS...tq so much my friends...hope i can be friend with you guys forever and GOD bless us...

LIGHTS!

2011-03-23T17:26:00.000-07:00

seperti yg dijanjikan ni la gambar2 lampu n kipas di rumah baru aku....(ni hasil duit claim SPM hehe) so dpt la aku bli antara lampu2 idaman aku...xde tema tp ble dh beli kebanyakan kaler hitam, putih n grey...so mayb tu la tema kaler umah aku nnti...so check it out bilik ameer

master bedroom

lampu tangga

lampun porch yg sgt murah....

side lamp( NOT from IKEA)

dapur

kipas + lampu tuk dining hall

tara.....these ara my fav lights!....cantik kan...hehehe

sume dh selesai...tinggal kitchen kabinet yg sudah di pilih design tp lum byr lagi...tgh kumpul duit lagi hehehe...

curtain tuk sliding door n tingkap di living hall dh ditempah di MK trading di air Hitam....lagi 2weeks siap...

xsabo nk pindah...hope can make it b4 end of may...nk wat kenduri n house warming...

so guys yg available...jemput la datang ye...

SAYA SUKA BANDUNG

2011-03-21T20:04:00.000-07:00

akhirnye dpt gak menjejakkan kaki ke bandung setelah my BFF( SUZIE, JM and ANIS) dh pun kesana...mmg betulla ape yg org kata....tpt tuk bershopping and menghabiskan duit... first of all nk ucap TQ so very much kt HUBBY...atas segala sponsor yg diberi.... n ameer n afeff yg xberapa meragam sangat sepanjang perjalanan JB-KL-BANDUNG... so kt sni aku upload bberapa items yg aku bli tuk family2 terdekat....to frens...sori la...xdpt bg sgt...almaklumlah budget pun xle byk sgt....tp lau ade mase n duit lbh...pasti aku akan kesini lagi and tempat wajib yg akan aku pegi ialah RUMAH MODE, HERITAGE and semua FO(FACTORY OULET) sekitar BANDUNG...antaranya....THE SECRET and THE BRANDED OUTLET...terlampau byk FO yg nk di listkan...nnti aku akan wat satu entry berkenaan BANDUNG...mesti best punye.... ni item yg paling aku suke...shawl LV

T-shirt2

blouse2

kain pasang tuk mak and kemeja tuk ayah

to family ateh and ayip

to family noraha n ery

kain pasang tuk adik2 ipar n mentua

x lupe kain pasang tuk diri sendiri

afeff punye

Ameer punye

mane hubby punye????rupe nye die xbli pun...die ckp...yg penting kenangan...n wat family happy...terharu nye aku....tq hubby...luv u soooo much!

2011-03-10T18:11:00.000-08:00

THE EMPTINESS IS A PLEASURE

BEFORE

AFTER

kitchen

living hall (view from the kitchen)

living hall (view from the front sliding door)

it is worth to wait the finishing of my house renovation...alhamdulillah...finally...it is nicely done after taking for about 3 months...i have to say i am very proud of myself n hubby because besides the renovation, all the things we did it together regardless of our busy time in work n family... every weekend i'd spent my time with hubby to do all sort of things for examples painting,wiring, installation of lights and fans etc... and i have to say it was very tiring and need a lot of courage to finish the work...

since renovation cost me a lot of money...so i leave my entire house empty...as u can see in the pictures....empty all over the places...no sofa, no dining table... nothing...hehe...insyaallah with GOD's permission i will buy it one by one to complete my decorations...

and one lesson i've learnt is to be patient...some items are very expensive to buy...so i have to wait for several months to earn it...so when i get it...it feels satisfied....because we work hard for it...and we appreciate more...

although my house is still empty but i feel its full....FULL OF JOY AND HAPPINESS...that is really matters right! :)

2011-03-08T23:39:00.000-08:00

I love my BLINDS!
in the bathroom

kitchen

3rd bedroom

ameer's n afeff's bedroom

2nd bedroom

master bedroom

i have been asked by my BFF (anis) to upload pictures of my new house...but each time when i go to my house i forgot to take pictures because i'm sooooo busy to do some touch up here and there...but finally yesterday i managed to take only a little part of my house which is my blinds...

actually my first decision is to use curtain instead of blinds...but when i calculate the total....purchasing curtain is more expensive than blinds...so i remember that i already put a deposit when i went to HOME FAIR last year at MOONLIGHT blinds... so i decided to give a try...

purchasing blinds is new for me...so the experience in choosing the materials makes me feel really excited...tq to STANLEY who gave me so many info for choosing the right blinds for each rooms... its may look simple but each room enhance different characters and views...we will feel different if we enter each of every room and i love it so much

so next entry i will upload a series of lights for the entire house....i like!

2011-03-06T20:28:00.000-08:00

Tak suka pada "tiada kesempatan"

entry kali ni lebih kepada meluahkan perasaan...xkira la org baca atau x...yg penting ape yg aku rase di hati dapat diluahkan...

perkataan yg sering keluar dari mulut aku ni "ala...xsempat la...." kadang2 naik muak jugak telinga sendiri mendengar...
xtau la aku yg xpandai bhagi kan keje tp mmg aku xabis2 wat keje....sehingga pg td aku disapa oleh kwn aku disekolah...
"akma...ko tgk x majalah 3 ari sabtu ari tu?"
aku try recall memory aku...mane aku menghilang...kenapa aku xtgk majalah 3 sabtu lepas...
jawapan aku "ala...xsempat la"...aduh bosan...

byk bende aku dh xsempat buat....even nk update blog pun "xsempat...."lagi la nk dowload lagu baru...atau download lyrics lagu....pun "xsempat...."
adakah aku xpandai bahagikan masa????masih tiada jawapan...

rutin harian bermula seawal 5 pagi....bangun je2 nk prepare bfast tuk ameer...n get ready to work...
6.30 pagi mesti dh kene kuar...lau x alamat...."xsempat" la smpai sekolah
dari 7.30pg-3.00 ptg mmg bertumpu ngan hal2 sekolah....bkk FB pun lum tentu leh chat ngan kwn2....mmg "xsempat"
3.30-5.30 ade KOKO lau xde pun mesti kene attend kelas tambahan....

5.3o bergegas balik utk amik 2 hero2...aku...kdg2 aku msk...lau "xsempat" beli jela...

malam selepas mkn kene check homework ameer n prepare baju n buku ameer tuk esok

10.30 mesti dh kene tido...lau xtido alamat "xsempat" la nk bangun pg sok....

mmg rutin memenatkan and i have to admit...ape yg aku suka wat time dulu2...byk yg aku pending atau xwat langsung....

nasib la HUBBY is very concerned...die bg kelepasan every friday aku meet up with some friends and hang out together...yg paling penting g window shopping and browse for new books...
dh lame xbaca buku...last buku purchased last month tp end up smpai muka surat 10 je....hmmmm....ble nk cari masa??

aku try squeeze my time...kuar between lunch hour tuk pay all the bills...tp xkan la nk kuar everyday...n not advisable for teachers to go out within teaching and learning session...so mmg la "xsempatla" nk wat ape2...

i mmg envy with some of my friends yg ada masa tuk wat mcm2 perkara....walhal we got the same amount of time....

i came across one article about time management and gain so many input from it....mmg time management is very important and dlm hidup perlu ade plan....
aku tgh cube mencari plan yg sesuai tuk aku agar aku leh cater ALMOST EVERYTHING in my life....sumenya penting....career and family....aku nk dua2 berjaya....tp where should i begin???

sebagai permulaan maybe aku mulakan dengan membuat jadual kerja yg patut aku wat disekolah...
di rumah pula aku akan lebih fokus untuk spend most of my time with hubby, ameer n afeff...
kadang2 terasa dlm sehari beberapa perkataan je aku bercakap dgn diorg ni....kesian sungguh...
tu belum jd PM hehe

sesungguhnya aku betul2 ingin kan kejayaan dunia dan akhirat....xnk la terlampau kuat sgt bekerja tp xde mase nk wat amal jariah atau nk tingkatkan ibadat....umur makin meningkat...xkan amalan makin kurang....
harap ape yg aku plan berjaya....tolong la xnak guna ayat "xsempat" lagi....xsuka!

2011-02-06T17:03:00.000-08:00

frenzy about scarfs and shawls

my oh my...at last, i've manage to get several "scarfs" with affordable prices...yeay!
and TQ to MUEZZA COLLECTIONS to make my dream come true...
besides scarfs i also love shawls very much n i adore YUNA n WARDINA for her wearings....
for YUNA, her style is more to chic n hip style and recommanded for casual events n outings...and for WARDINA, her style is more to corporate style n it is suitable to wear to work...
so im kinda mix and match these style to suit my personality as a teacher....i have to style like WARDINA when im in school and be like YUNA when im out of work and have my leisure time...

now im thinking to add more scarfs n shawls into my collections and came across one blog that offers so many kinds of scrafs and shawls...not only in affordable price but have a lot of collections to choose from... i recommend aidamarlini.blogspot.com
please browse this blog and u will find a lot of scrafs n shawls that u like it with an affordable prices.

alhamdulillah...there are a lot of collections now for women that wear scarfs...so u also can be stylish although u are wearing a scarf...

2011-01-05T16:51:00.000-08:00

8 years and still going strong

happy new year everybody...it is rather hectic year for me in 2009 but alhamdulillah i managed to go it through with the strength from my beloved families and friends and hope years to come will fill with joy and happiness amin...

i started my new year every year to celebrate my anniversary with my beloved Mr Hubby MOHD NOOR AZHARI SAARI...alhamdulillah this is our 8th years of anniversary and as i quote in my title "8 years and still going strong"

i have to admit, marriage is not an easy relationship, you have to struggle in order to make things right and fair to each other. the most important thing for me is to accept the fact that humans make mistakes and always give chance to impove each other...

alhamdulillah...i manage to go through for 8 years and i hope i will be able to go through for the rest of my life...insyaallah..

for my loving hubby, companion, best friend, partner, and most importantly my LOVER....tq for everything...love u soooo much....

2010-11-15T18:33:00.000-08:00

What a bargain...

this month totally a great month for my hubby coz he had some extra money n we have the opportunity to splurge for things that we aim several months ago.
my hubby manage to buy dessert trek shoes by clarks since he prepares to go to Beijing next month and as for me he wanted to buy me handbags but i think it is enough for this year...hehe maybe im begging him next year for our anniversary :)
so i decided to buy perfume since my DKNY and JPG are already finished... i have several choices to make in terms of perfume but 1 smell caught my attention...HUGO BOSS orange...im fall in love the smell instantly after the promoter give me the sample of the perfume..since its nearly to christmas... i managed to get a gift set including shower gel and lotion at a very reasonable price.
when i want to pay for the perfume...i came across anna sui counter...well i have to say im a big fan of anna sui cosmetics...so i linger around at anna sui counter to search for my favourite item "the blusher". i want the puff blusher but they discontinued it because they launched new set of blusher...feeling dissapointed, my hubby asked me to look for mascara...well..he likes to see me wearing mascara but i have to say...im not interested to wear mascara because it is difficut to apply it and anything that related to my eyes...im being overprotected...
but i give it a try as my hubby really persuade me to wear mascara as he tells me that my face will be different if i wear mascara...
so i give it a try and it is great...it is easy to apply and the scent comes from it makes me want to wear it everyday....

anna sui volume mascara- RM 93

HUGO BOSS orange gift set - RM 205

since all our desire have been fulfill, our next budget will be focusing on AMEER ASHRAFF since he is preparing to primary school next year...all the budget including the clothes, the shoes, stationeries, registrations fees and books...hope everything runs smoothly so i can manage to get it done before the school re-opens next year...insyaallah...

2010-11-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

the joy of being a teacher

some of my 5PM/PP students

mmg sudah tertulis aku akan menjadi guru...dulu pun masa skolah, aku suka nyanyi lagu KAMI GURU MALAYSIA...so dengan x disangka-sangka... aku akhirnya menjadi guru...

students datang dan pergi...seawal umur aku 23 tahun aku sudah mempuanyai barisan anak murid...datang dari seluruh pelosok johor dan xketinggalan sejauh terengganu dan kelantan...

alhamdulillah...berkat kesabaran aku n perangai aku yg gile2 ni...masih ramai anak murid yg masih ingat aku sebagai gurunya...

tahun ini mencatat satu lagi sejarah...aku dikurniakan pelajar-pelajar cemerlang yg sama jantina ngan aku hehe (sebelum ni brutal kerana mengajar anak murid lelaki...)

ape pun for my students(5PM/PP)...good luck for your upcoming SPM...all the best for you guys...n remember me always ye babes!!!

me with amira....Bakal pelajar cemerlang SPM 2010...amin

me with alia...the tallest among 5PM/PP students

me with shahirah...daughter of a director for Senja Permai drama @Astro Prima

my so called "gediks with style" students-lynn n diyana

2010-11-03T20:43:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS AMEER ASHRAFF

VENUE : DEWAN SULTAN ISKANDAR UTM
DATE AND DAY : 31 OCTOBER 2010/SUNDAY

Alhamdulillah...syukur...ameer telah pun bergraduasi dengan jayanya diatas kelolaan NURI JB BRANCHES tahun 2010...ini merupakan graduasi ke 20 dan pertama kali diadakan di Dewan konvokesyen UTM, skudai...
semuanya berjalan ngan lancar n yg penting sume happy n excited...
for ameer ashraff, gud luck for your future upcoming. i will always pray for your success in all areas that you choose...amin...

me with 2 beloved sons...

abah n ameer

mama n ameer

2010-09-19T22:54:00.000-07:00

Eid 2010

alhamdulillah..hari raya tahun ini amat bermakna tuk diri aku personally....lebih kepada muhasabah diri dan kesederhanaan...
Just want to say tq so much for those who are coming to our house (both senai n simpang renggam)
ada juga rumah kwn2 yg belum sempat nk pegi...so lau kami murah rezki dan diberi kelapangan insyaallah...kami akan sampai menziarahi kawan2...

byk sungguh gambar tuk upload tp inilah 2 gambar yg betul2 dekat dihati....enjoy!

family saya

family mentua

2010-09-01T17:14:00.000-07:00

shopping raya!!!

semenjak ameer n afeff lahir dlm idup aku n hubby, setiap kali raya persiapan mmg tuk mereka berdua ni....setiap tahun mmg sibuk la mencari bj dan kelengkapan yang lain...
tahun ni berbeza ckit coz afeff pun dh muat pkai bj melayu n ameer plak dh ade citarasa sendiri so mencari bj raya kali ini mmg agak mencabar...

lau bj melayu...tpt yg paling senang nk cari ialah angsana...wpun agak mahal berbanding tpt lain tp ade jgk fabrik yg tinggi kualiti n tahan lame...so xpela lau mahal ckit...janji leh pkai lame hehe

ni hasil pilihan warna ameer....dgn satu je alasan...nk same warna ngan Abah-->anak abah betul

ni bj afeff...(t-shirt gambo spec tu afeff dh pkai mase JM engagement hehe)

lau nk cari bj2 kasual, aku suka g JUSCO tebrau ct ataupun JUSCO bkt indah....senang coz ade mcm2 brand kt satu tpt...so jimat masa...since skang ni tgh cube berbelanja secara berhemah...aku belikan 2 pasang tuk afeff n ameer...cukupla tu kan....lgpun lau xraya pun....bleh dikatakan tiap2 bulan bli bj bdk2 ni...so bykla jgk baju n sluar yg masih baru tuk di pakai raya...so ok la tu kan...hehe

ni bj ameer (purposely beli tshirt tu coz ameer suke gle alien ijau tu hehehe)

lau bab kasut or sandal mmg aku serahkan bulat2 kt hubby coz hubby mmg pakar bab ni....so setelah hampir 1jam dok kt butik ni....akhirnye ni la sandal afeff n kasut raya ameer...erm...harge mmg bleh tahan...(leh tahan mahal huhu)

ehem...ehem...mama die pun nk steal the spotlight...hehe...since skang ni tgh sibuk bj raya fabrik cotton...aku pun telah berkenan ngan design kurung pahang cotton ni (thanks to k Azura from ummiriaz collections) lau die x publish kt FB...mmg aku xtau ade corak cotton yg berbeza n i have to say...aku mmg suke corak cotton ni...lain dari yg lain... :)

so tinggal nk shopping bj raya hubby...biasela....mmg die suke shopping last-last ni....so sebelum berpisah....mayb sepanjang raya ni aku mmg xon lappy so di kesempatan ini aku ingin mengucapkan

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN KEPADA SEMUA YG MENGENALI DIRI INI DAN FAMILY....SEMOGA BERBAHAGIA DI HARI RAYA, SENTIASA CERIA DAN JGN LUPA JAGA DIRI ANDA DAN KELUARGA...

p/s- lau makan ketupat n rendang jgn lupe saya ye....hehe

2010-08-15T20:08:00.000-07:00

Berbuka Puasa @ Grand Paragon JB

variety of foods served here

happy faces from both of my sons...ameer n afeff

Hubby n me...having a nice buka puasa together

after 3 days of fasting, my hubby brought us to buka puasa @ paragon hotel...not so new hotel in town but what i really like is they served variety of kerabu which i love it so much... there were kerabu mangga(my everlasting favourite), kerabu, sotong, udang, daging, kerang, taugeh,perut and mix vegetables.

Most of the foods served here were the same as other hotels but i prefer that the cozyness of the surroundings and more malay foods as well...

there are so many too choose and ameer was the happy ones because he gets to choose his favourite dishes which were nasi goreng cina, ayam goreng kunyit...variety of desserts and off course ice cream and strawberries n kiwi fruits moulded with chocolates...yummy!!!

Alhamdulillah...tq to my hubby to bring us here...it is to cheer ameer ashraff for his courage to fasting this year... i hope he can achieve 30days of fasting...insyaallah...

p/s-hope for more buka puasa with friends and family....:)

2010-08-12T19:19:00.000-07:00

Ameer Ashraff dan PUASA

Tahun ni, aku n hubby mmg xsabar nk sambut puasa...xsabar kerana nk melihat anak sulung kami berpuasa...sebulan sebelum puasa, hubby dh download episod puasa dan raya UPIN N IPIN (I have to give credits to these episodes because its gives useful infomation and guidance to the children esp for fasting and other values and lessons)

so hari-hari ameer akan menonton siri UPIN N IPIN...yang menariknya siri ini ialah ia memberi gambaran yang penuh ttg kanak2 yang baru berpuasa...bermula dari bersahur, menahan lapar dan dahaga, membeli makanan di bazar ramadhan, berbuka dan bertarawikh...

alhamdulillah...selepas Ameer menonton siri ini, die mendapat sedikit gambaran ttg ape yg perlu die lalui sepanjang bulan ramadhan...aku bersyukur diatas kekuatan yg diberikan kepada ameer wpun ada ketikanya die hampir nk makan coco crunch dek desakan adiknye yg comel si afeff aiman...so far ini masuk hari yg ketiga...ameer kelihatan tenang menghadapi puasa...

aku berdoa agar Ameer dikurniakan kesihatan agar dapat menjalani ibadat puasa sama seperti umat islam yang lain serta menjadi titik tolak untuk die belajar berpuasa...

Kesian mmg kesian...tp aku rasa dh sampai masa aku cube mengajar Ameer berpuasa...bak kata pepatah "melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya"...aku sedar aku bukan parents yang baik tp aku n hubby berusaha untuk menjadi parents yang terbaik untuk Ameer Ashraff dan Afeff Aiman...amin...

2010-08-09T20:51:00.000-07:00

Layakkah aku???

org kata "lau nk tegur org...kita kene betul dulu..."
betul la kata org...lajak perahu boleh diundur lajak kata tiada guna...

minggu lps minggu yg mencabar aku sebagai seorg ckgu di sekolah ni....ade juga aku merungut dgn kwn2 (TQ babes...u know who u are) ttg masalah aku di sini..sehingga hari ini, aku masih dlm keadaan zon tidak selesa kerana aku masih tiada kawan tuk makan bersama apatah lagi tuk keluar just tuk lunch atau sebagainya...

tp tu sume aku ignore je dan aku dh rase cam biase idup sorang2 di skolah ni...apepun kdg2 hati kecil ni terase dgn ape yg berlaku dan air mataku jatuh juga minggu lps...

sebagai GPM (Guru Perpustakaan dan Media) aku mmg sangat rapat ngan urusan buku dan sumber sekolah, disebabkan oleh itu, aku ditugaskan utk membawa pelajar ke pameran buku. di sana aku berjumpe dgn beberapa dealer buku yg sgt2 teruja nk dtg ke skolah aku tuk memberi penerangan ttg buku mereka

aku ni bknla bodoh atau xreti wat keje....setiap perkara aku mesti mendapatkan kepastian dr org atas...so aku call Ketua Bidang ERT tuk bertanya pendapat...dia pun setuju menyuruh aku membawa dealer ke skolah dan memperkenalkan buku2 tersebut

hari yg dijanji telah tiba, sekali lagi aku call Ketua Bidang untuk memberitahu hal ini...setelah mendapat green lite, aku membawa dealer tersebut ke bilik guru...(sebenarnya hati aku rase cm xsedap...tp aku kuatkan juga)

bila sampai saje di bilik guru aku terus memperkenalkan dealer tersebut dan cth buku yg dibawa...terus ade satu ckgu dgn lagak nye dan suara yang terus meninggi terus menyatakan yang die tau ttg buku2 tersebut dan on the spot menyatakan die xnk bli coz die dh bli buku yg lbh kurang sama tp dr dealer yg berlainan...
dealer tersebut cube merasional kan die tp die tepis abis-abisan dgn cara berlagak die dan suara yg lantang, aku jd terkedu dan air mata aku mula bergenang...inikah contoh soaran guru atau pendidik menolak sesuatu yg tidak sesuai dgn die???malu aku pd dealer tersebut...
tp dealer tersebut tidak berputus asa, die terus menuju ke seorg ustazah...tp sekali lagi aku terkejut kerana ustazah yang aku anggap seorg yg amat baik dan lemah lembut tetapi perangai mcm budak2...die tidak mengaku yg die anak kecil dan sebaliknya menunjuk kepada org lain agar die terlepas dari dealer tersebut....xsangka aku...

sesungguhnya benar sungguh gerak hati aku...terdetik gak lau aku xpegi ke bilik guru pun xpe...dari di malukan sebegini...apelah salahnya menolak dgn cara yang baik...kita ada tatasusila dan sifat hormat menghormati...lau xsuka sekalipun dealer tu tp hormat la aku sebagai salah seorg guru di sekolah itu...jagala aib aku didepan dealer tu...sampainye ati wat aku camtu...

mmg aku terasa ngan dua org guru ni....perasaan kecil ati mmg bersarang di ati aku ni sehingga sekarang...
betullah...kadang2 title atau pangkat tidak pernah mencerminkan karakter seseorg itu...dulu aku menyanjung tinggi pangkat seorang guru kerana aku berjumpe dgn guru2 yg amat tinggi peribadi dan sahsiahnya...tp skang sorry to say...wpun aku berada dlm kalangan guru aku kadang2 malu dek karakter sebilangan guru-guru...
sesungguhnya aku hanya berdoa agar guru2 ni diberi hidayah agar dapat merubah karakternye...aku ni sekadar guru yg baru transfer mmg seperti melukut di tepi gantang di sekolah ni...aku hanya berharap beri aku sedikit ruang agar aku diterima cam guru2 lain...xbyk yg aku mintak...

sedey mmg sedey..tp apa yg leh aku wat???

2010-08-02T18:38:00.000-07:00

KULA SHAKER LIVE IN KUALA LUMPUR

*pictures courtesy of REZA MOHAMED--->tq bro

Since music is my Hubby's interest n passion, i have to say i had been influence by some genre of music that my hubby used to listen...most of it comes from another side of the world...
As a token of appreciation...i'd booked a tiket...(tq to JM coz helping me to buy the tiket) of a band called KULA SHAKER that will perform in KUALA LUMPUR this coming thursday...

my hubby always suprise me with a gift...so this is the time i will suprise him back...but i m not good in suprising someone...i will give a hint and unfortunately in the end i will tell the suprise...huhu
NOT SUPRISE at all huh!!!
and finally the ticket is here and he is very excited to go for this concert...
sometimes i do think that crazy me to let him go for a concert without me going with him but i guess i give him some space and cherish the things that he likes the most...in return...he will appreciate me MORE...INSYAALLAH...AMIN..

2010-08-01T22:28:00.000-07:00

BOLD N BEAUTIFUL

when it comes to shoes...i always have passion towards it...whether it is marie jane, peep toe, wedges, stilletos and even sport shoes...i m always being so crazy about it...

the first criteria when i m buying the shoes is absolutely depend on the comfy 'ness of the shoes...although sometimes good shoes are expensive but off course there are shoes that is reasonable in price and at the same time it is very comfortable...

last week i had manage to go out with my BFF (K Diana n Lina)..,after we had lunch at Secret Recipe (Lina was craved for western food--->preggy mom :D )
we had a little shopping and i was hoping to get a pair of shoes since for the past 3 month i dont have the opportunity to buy any pair of shoes :(

since my interest to get a pair of shoes below RM 100, i manage to get it from VINCCI..a pair of wedges that is very comfy when i slip my feet into it...
there are 2 colours for this shoes but i prefer black because it can match everything...
Wedges is my new passion and its suit me as a mom, i still can look sexy and at the same time i can run with this wedges to chase my 2 sons hehehe

simple yet stylish

3 1/2 inches

less than RM 100...

i rest my case for this month...no more shopping for me but i have to concentrate for PRE RAMADHAN shopping for my hubby, ameer and afeff...

2010-08-01T18:15:00.000-07:00

BATIK FRENZY...

A gift from my Hubby...

blouse that cost me only RM99...:)

Everybody knows that government staff will have to wear batik attire every thursday... for some reasons i'm not a big fan of batik because it is difficult to manage the fabric...most of the time, i m having difficulties to wash or to iron the fabric...that is why i m not into BATIK...

but recently, i'd notice that, the fabric had been change into crepe which it is very soft and easy to handle...at the same time it is more easy to iron compared to silk... so i guess i give it a try...

but the price is quite expensive because of its durability...and the style is more urban and abstract...

i came across one of ready made blouse that i hunt for the past 2 years ago...at that time the price is between RM 159-RM199...for me it is quite expensive for a blouse...so i wait till the price decrease...and luckily i had found the blouse at the price of RM99...yeay!!!...and i will wear it during JM's engagement day...:)

At the same time...my hubby who is very kind-hearted pleasure me with another pair of batik which he bought at Pasar Payang...he told me he wanted to but me a DIGITAL BATIK which is the latest design in KELANTAN but unfortunately the fabric is too expensive... (Its ok bie...the price is not important...the most important thing is the gift from u...:D )

so i guess i already add another collections for my batik...best nye...!!!

2010-07-26T20:24:00.000-07:00

Yeay...berjaya....success!

tq a billion to my ex KP...k suha for introducing me with PICASA...actually i always wonder how to organize and edit the pictures so i can upload the pictures in my blog n FB...so finally i manage to do that...tq again to k suha...u r my saviour...haha

so skang ni tgh excited gle nk try PICASA...(terase cam pelukis...PICASSO!) hehe

2010-07-26T16:58:00.000-07:00

MANGO SLING BAG summer 2010
colour- earthy brown
100% poliyester

Lately, i have to admit that i have no time to go shopping...since i m too busy with PSS observations and my hubby is busy with his students registration, we seldom go out together...

My hubby has a great sense of taste when it comes to fashion...i have to say he is quite choosy when purchasing his stuff...but for me as long as it is cute n not outdated...i will buy it...so he is like my fashion GURU

recently, i told him that i want to purchase new sling bag bcoz as far as i can remember the last sling bag that i had was when i was in UPM and i bought it using my scholar hehe... and sadly i m not a big fan of handbags...and i dont have collections of handbags compared to shoes (Hail YEAH! to shoe lovers!) but now i m having difficulties in managing my stuff especially when i m with my 2 sons... it is very difficut to use regular handbag and at the same time to keep an eye of ameer n afeff...sometimes i have to go out without my hubby and i must have a convenient bag to carry my useful tools (my purse, hp, car keys, diapers, and milk bottle etc)

so the search is on to find the most convenient bag that can carry these items... i came across some bags but not so fashionable in my eyes and more like a baby carrier bag... i m dreaming to buy TOD's handbag that exclusively designed to suit the purpose for mum like me...but it is just a dream coz this bag (that usually KATIE HOLMES n POSH SPICE use it) will be very expensive...*sigh*

but fortunately i had found one sling bag and suit my needs... not too lame but yet stylish and have multipurpose functions...and i have to say i like it so much because i can use it either when im wearing baju kurung in school or go out with my hubby or outing with my BFF...

it is worth to buy such a multipurpose bag like this...and the best thing is my hubby chose the bag n bought it for me Yeay!!! luv it....tq bie...luv u...muah2!

2010-07-22T17:35:00.000-07:00

MAKAN-MAKAN @ ELMINOS

it's been a while since me n hubby brought my 2kids to have a nice n pleasant dinner at ELMINOS@jusco tebrau city

So we decided to to brought them last monday and this was a small treat for ameer because he kept asking me when to celebrate his birthday...so we brought him to his favourite restaurant and as usual his favourite dishes would be spagetti with oreo ice blended...

We admit that we were so busy with our work and rarely we have opportunity to spent the time together...when i had a freetime, my hubby will have his unfinished works and vice versa

The things that i treasure the most when we are together are the fact that i can watch the developmentof my 2 kids...it was amazed that they have so many things to share with me n hubby...how i missed that moments when i was too busy with my works.

I have to say that, i'm very lucky to have 2 remarkable sons as they are my angels...AMEER has so many ideas and he can't stop talking... i know he was excited to share all of his story...as for AFEFF, although he's not yet talk but his actions reflect what he wanted to say to me...and i was very happy because he can actually utter a few words like "abah", "mama" and could understand my actions like "stop", "sit down", "sleep", "eat and drink"... i wish could see them more often...*sigh*

i always said to myself i want to spend more time with my sons but sometimes i was burden with so many works that had to be done immediately... i hope they will understand my situations and i hope i will arrange properly to cater both works and family...

2010-07-20T19:22:00.000-07:00

RHB news straits times SPELL-IT-RIGHT 2010
18/7/2010-sunday
city square, jb

i've been keen to this event since it was launched in 2007, way back when i was in pontian... it is a great opportunity to my students to challenge themselves in their vocabulary

this year i got the opportunity to send my school debaters to participate in this event...

although they are not make it to the final, but i know they put a lot of courage to face the challenge...

but it is not an easy way to go for the final as they provide with so many words, jargon and technical term that hardly we use everyday...so at last...a student from IJ Convent win the 1st prize and representing state of JOHORE for this year...congrats to her...

this is the first step for my students to be able to enter this kind of competition..as i teach them to learn more words, this event may help them to experience new environment that are different from the school enviroment...

2010-07-06T19:18:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY DAD

Alhamdulillah, syukur pada Tuhan, akhirnya ayah dianugerahkan pingat Darjah Indera Mahkota Pahang yang membawa gelaran Dato'. sesungguhnya kami satu keluarga amat berbangga dengan ayah...

ayah aku ni jenis yg mmg xbanyak ckp..dia hanya bercakap bende2 yg penting2 je...selebihnya die byk berdiam...wpun begitu...aku tau die amat mengambil berat terhadap anak2nya...

dalam usia memasuki 82 tahun, die masih lagi bersemangat dan kuat bekerja...aku sebagai anak nye pun belum tentu dapat menandingi cara die bekerja...dan hasilnya...die menjadi CEO bagi koperasi kemajuan tanah negeri JOHOR dan pada mesyuarat agung baru2 ini, die masih tercalon lagi sebagai CEO...alhamdulillah...

sebagai salah seorang dari anaknya...aku amat berbangga dengan ayah aku...wpun die tidak mendapat pendidikan tinggi tp die sentiasa mengingatkan kami supaya berusaha sehingga berjaya...

tiada kata yang dapat menggambarkan betapa aku amat berbangga dengan Ayah...semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi Ayanh dan sekiranya satu hari nnti Ayah pergi...Aku berdoa agar die ditempatkan di tempat orang2 yg beriman dan beramal soleh...amin...

I Love u DAD!

2010-06-01T18:12:00.000-07:00

I admit, I'm getting older

Facebook is the IN thing today...everybody is trying to track back their long time friends...and it is good to chat with our previous friends either in primary or secondary school. i have to say that i am connected with FB because it gives me opportunity to meet my friends.

at the same time i also have the opportunity to meet new friends and exchange informations. at first, i am very selective in choosing my friends. i have to be sure that i know that person but later, i give it a try to welcome people that i never knew before...and now i have about 500 friends in my FB... the people are coming from different races and around the world...and learn, study, share so many things together...the best part is...i can still keep in touch with my BFF back from the UNI...when i am chatting with my BFF, i have to admit...i feel like i am still in my UNI years-it means i am feeling younger

yesterday, as usual,i adding one new friend... and as i never expected today i got a message from this particular so called new friend... the message really shocked me, as the statement goes like this--- "yang kat sebelah tu hubby ke anak?"(he is refering to my profile picture)

for your information...i admit that i am getting older...and fortunately my hubby looks more younger than me... but can you really imagine how i am really offended with the statements?
i know you have the freedom to speak out whatever you want to say...but for me, if you didn't know the person, you shouldn't be rude by saying like that...
so i give him a message, ask him what is his statement imply? so i'm waiting for his answer...

i have to remove him from my friend list...i have to say...i must be careful after this to choose a friend that really honest to be friend with me...i have learnt my lesson... *sigh*

2010-05-19T21:51:00.000-07:00

SURPRISES!

i was tremendously surprised when suddenly hajar(one of my student) panickly called my name and grabbed my hand, asked me to go with her...i was quite shocked n in my mind there were so many questions lingered...

but as i went through the door, i'd heard a song that is very familiar and i started to smile..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TEACHER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU"

"WE LOVE U TEACHER"

i kept on smiling and i laughed bu mostly felt very happy and excited...to see the faces that i care so much...my PM and PP students...they were such adorable and remakable students that i ever had...

they also very intelligent and polite students although some of them were mischief and naughty but it is part of teenager's life

i dont have any problems teaching this class and they didn't gave me headache and so on

it is not about the surprises or the cake that they bought for me but willingness to do something extra to the person that they love the most...

i often reminded them to become extraordinary person and i believe in the future they will become someone that will make their parents proud...i relate this reality of life from the poem THE ROAD NOT TAKEN which gives us the pictures what the real life is...and able to making choices in life...

i hope one day they will become someone that is successful but at the same time someone who has HEART...

to all 5PM n PP students..

i shall be telling this with a sigh,

two roads diverged and i

took the one less travelled by,

and that has make all the difference..

GOOD LUCK for your SPM

May you guys get an extraordinary RESULTS....

2010-05-13T17:42:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI GURU

kami guru malaysia
berikrar dan berjanji
memimpin dan mendidik
putera puteri negara jaya
pada seri mahkota
kami tumpahkan setia
rukun negara kita
panduan hidup kami semua

di bidang pembangunan
kami tetap bersama
membantu membela
negara yang tercinta

amanah yang diberi
kami tak persiakan
apa yang kami janji
tunai tetap kami tunaikan

as far as i remember when i was in secondary school...i cant wait to celebrate teacher's day...why? the first reason because i love presents...so this is the only time i had chance to give presents to my beloved teachers...n the second reason...i like to sing the song "kami guru Malaysia", infact i can memorize the lyric compared to my teachers at that time

that was IRONY right???
as i love to sing the song...FINALLY, i become a TEACHER n celebrate TEACHER's day every year..
This year...it is my 7th year celebrating TEACHER's day...and still excited to celebrate it
when i comes to this date 16 May every year...i will prepare myself especially the clothes, shoes, handbag because for me...it is my special day as a teacher...so i have to rejoice it...

i hope i will become somenone that inspired other people especially my students...

i sacrifies myself to give the best for you guys...so i hope you will become someone to the nation and country but importantly for yourselves and your families as well

TQ teacherS!!!!

2010-05-12T18:38:00.000-07:00

LOVE and HATRED

almost 10 years i'd been with one particular guy...he is my bestfriend, my hubby, my saviour and most of it my long lasting partner... i never thought that HATRED could turn into LOVE. each time when i close my eyes, thinking of my past life...this one incident remains tight in my memory...

i had been introduced by one of my BFF(Rainani a.k.a bonda) she always followed me whenever i went back to my hometown JB...the main objectives of her was to see her boyfriend...so the story begins...
as usual i will fetch Rainani at LARKIN BUS STATION...and coincidently...he also will fetch Rainani's boyfriend. i never put on any interest of rainani's boyfriends' friend...since my job at that time just to pick her up...thats all

and the next morning...someone called me...but unfortunately he asked me typical questions that i hate to answer...i also never like his attitude...very rude(at that time) so i just ignored him...as i never knew that he likes me...
from that, i never got any calls from him until one day...when i with my friends went out to KL...he called me...but this time the tone of his voice is different and suprisingly he acted very nice and gentleman...
i think of a sudden, lets give him another chance...since he is good to me...

so the first time i met him is on millenium night (31.12.1999) at KLCC...at first he refused to see me and gave me no solid reasons...but as ALLAH's will, i ended up meeting him for the first time

i realised that the first time i met him, i knew that he is special...
although at first it is HATRED but in the end turns to LOVE...
we tight the knot on 4.1.2003, after 3years being together as a couple..

so far there are lacking here and there but i believe we will compliment each others and always support each other through difficult times...
i always pray that his love towards me lasts forever because I LOVE HIM SO MUCH...
tq AZHARI...you're everything for me...muah!

2010-05-11T20:19:00.000-07:00

HERO-HERO SAYA

Sedar x sedar....aku jela heroin kt umah aku...yg lain sumenye hero2 belaka...wpun begitu...aku ttp happy melihat gelagat hero2 aku ni...
disebabkan aku saje mawar kt umah aku...maka sedikit sebanyak aku pun agak brutal (tp still maintain comey hehehe) untuk melayan kerenah hero2 aku...
so mari kita mulakan meng "analisis" character hero2 aku ni

MOHD NOOR AZHARI SAARI
-seorg HUBBY yg SAAAAAANGAAAAAAT understanding
-seorg penglipur lara...lau kita penat or xde mood...mesti akan gelak lau die wat lawak
-seorg ABAH yg sangat penyayang terhadap anak2...xpenah marah n pukul2...
-seorg ABAH yg suka mengajar anak2nya perkara yang baru
-seorg yang pandai balance antara keluarga, kerjaya dan kawan2...

AMEER ASHRAFF
-seorg anak yang amat mendengar kata
-rajin menolong MAMA n ABAH ketika susah atau senang
-suka makan roti n biskut
-suka mandi swimming pool
-suka tgk cartoon
-suka melayan kerenah adiknya
-amat menyayangi mama n abahnya...hari2 mesti kiss abah n mama
-selalu ucap "AMEER sayang MAMA n ABAH"
-suka hari khamis kerana ada SPelling kt skool
-suka BEN 10
-suka beli stiker
-suka melukis n mewarna

AFEEF AIMAN
-seorg anak yang aktif(very aktif)
-suka mengikut perbuatan abang AMEER, MAMA n ABAH
-kuat semangat
-suka makan biskut tiger
-nangis pun leh tahan kuat
-sangat cerdik
-sangat sayang pada abang AMEER

kesimpulan NYa...setiap hari aku xsabar2 nk balik rumah untuk bertemu hero2 aku ni...byk ragam yang sentiasa aku xpuas nk tgk...ade je la bende2 baru yang diorg wat..wpun kdg2 penat nk melayan....tp lau xjumpe satu hari...mmg terasa RINDU...sesungguhnya aku bahagia dgn ketiga-tiga HERO aku ni...

2010-05-10T20:21:00.000-07:00

TQ AMEER...MAMA LOVES U SO MUCH

sewaktu aku menerima kad ni...air mata aku memang bergenang....hati aku berbunga riang dan yang paling aku rasa ialah betapa beruntungnya aku mendapat seorang anak yang benar2 menjaga hati aku sebagai mama nya...

bkn nk membangga diri...tp alhamdulillah...AMEER ASHRAFF menjadi seorang anak yg amat membanggakan aku n hubby...
die bkn sahaja baik tetapi pandai mengambil hati aku sebagai mamanya...
bak kata orang tua2(sejuk perut ibu mengandung)

dari kecil AMEER ASHRAFF tidak pernah mendatangkan kesusahan pada aku...die seorang anak yg mendengar kata dan sangat baik...

dan disebabkan itu aku xpernah rasa susah untuk membawa die kemana saja aku pergi walaupun ketika bertugas dgn hal2 sekolah...
selain AFEFF AIMAN, AMEER ASHRAFF merupakan permata dalam hidup kami berdua. aku berharap mereka membesar dengan baik dan dapat menjadi manusia yang berguna dan dilindungi oleh ALLAH SWT...insyaallah...

TO AMEER ASHRAFF
tq for the card...i appreciate it a lot...i love u AMEER ASHRAFF...
i will always pray for your good health and become a better human being in the future...
May GOD bless our family forever with happiness and joyfulness along the way...

2010-05-09T18:56:00.000-07:00

MUM..You're THE BEST!

entry ni khas ditujukan kepada HJH KAMARIAH BT AHMAD a.k.a my beloved mum...

firstly nk wish SELAMAT HARI IBU...you are the greatest...

betul kata orang tua2...selagi kita tidak menjadi IBU...selagi itu kita tidak memahami pengorbanan yang telah dicurahkan kepada kita...

ada juga orang kata....perangai kita sedikit sebanyak akan mengikut cara ibu kita..

ramai juga pernah aku dgr...xmahu mengikut perangai ibu kita...katanya...byk yg xkene dari yang kena..

sebanyak mana kata orang lain...aku xpernah ambil peduli....aku tetap BERSYUKUR mendapat MAK macam MAK aku...

lau nk dibandingkan dengan MAK yang lain mungkin jauh bezanya....lagila kalau nk dibandingkan dari segi pendidikan...

ada orang xmahu mengikut perangai ibu mereka...banyak membebel, cpt menangis, cepat terasa hati, cepat marah,, cepat merajuk...tp ketahui lah...ada sebab mereka berbuat sedemikian..

aku juga merasa sebegitu...bila aku bergelar MAMA...kenapa???

terlalu byk pengorbanan yang dicurahkan kepada kita samada sedar ataupun tidak...

aku sgt berterima kasih kerana dgn pengorbanan MAK aku...akhirnya aku dpt menjadi seperti aku sekarang ini...walaupun hanya bergelar guru...yg penting MAK aku bangga dengan apa yang aku capai setakat ini

sesungguhnya kebahagiaan, kejayaan dan kesenangan yang aku dpt selama ni adalah kerana pengorbanan dari MAK aku...

maka mmg patut dia diberi penghargaan...

Mak aku xpernah minta menyambut hari ibu atau apa2.. tapi aku selalu ingat pesan MAK... "DOAKAN MAK SIHAT SUPAYA MAK BOLEH DOAKAN KAMU ADIK BERADIK BERJAYA"

betapa besarnya pengorbanan MAK dalam membesarkan kami adik beradik...

so sekarang...aku sangat BERBANGGA ingin mengikut jejak MAK aku untuk membesarkan anak2 aku sekarang...

aku sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan MAK yang aku sayangi...

MAK...ampunkan kesalahan kami adik beradik andai ada yang mengguris hari MAK...

sesungguhnya ucapan TERIMA KASIH tidak cukup untuk menggambarkan betapa kami menyayangi MAK dunia dan akhirat...

I LOVE U MAK...FOREVER...

"syurga itu terletak di bawah tapak kaki IBU"-renungkanlah...

2010-04-28T22:03:00.000-07:00

headache!!!

almost 2 weeks i'm preparing for my school corporate videos...it takes not just your creativity but more than that...

since this is my first time doing this and at the same time dealing with a female boss...so it is seems like rather more difficult and more challanges differ from what i had expected

first thing that i need to do is to collect all the pictures related to the school...the most difficult part i have to search for previous principal's pictures and the pictures of school buiding...i have to say millions of thanks to Kak Roziati as she provides me with portable hard drive to keep all the pictures and help me to collect all the pictures

next, i have to select the theme for the video...i have to meet several times with my principal to get ideas and so on

after that, after everything is ready....the crucial part is to gather all of the pictures and informations...it is like mix and match...but rather plain and boring...

and lastly i have to record my voice and search for instrumental for the video...i have to change 3 times as my principal and her fellow GPKs didn't approved the instrumental that i had choose (i have to agree to use melayu asli instrumental instead of Kitaro instrumental :( )

my sleepless night began early last week and continue until today....and finally on 30 April 2010 my burden will be over because the school will present my corporate videos at Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang 2010.

I hope that everything will be just fine and everybody will love my corporate videos...

2010-04-26T19:21:00.000-07:00

Apa ada dengan panggilan???

setiap orang ada panggilan Nama tersendiri...xkira la di ambil dari nama, gelaran semasa kecil atau kadang di ambil atas character kita sendiri...
setiap panggilan membawa maksud yg berbeza pada si pemanggil...maybe sekadar suka2 atau mmg ada maksud di sebalik nama panggilan tersebut...
pada aku yang paling penting...NIAT seseorg itu menggunakan nama panggilan tersebut untuk memanggil seseorang...

aku selalu dapat terguran tentang nama panggilan yang aku panggil untuk HUBBY aku...kadang2 aku menggeleng kepala, kadang2 tercuit rasa kecil hati apabila ada yg memandang rendah atau memperleceh panggilan nama yang aku panggil untuk HUBBY aku...

bunyi nye mmg simple dan bukan menunjukkan nilai2 ketimuran(adakah hanya panggilan ketimuran akan menjadikan kita isteri yang baik?) aku memanggil HUBBY aku dengan panggilan "BIE"...cukup simple dan mudah untuk aku panggil...perlukah aku mencanang maksud disebalik panggilan tersebut???tapi bile ade suara2 yang ckp kt aku sbg cth;
..."nape panggil bie???shortform utk HUBBY ke?
atau
...bie???xhormat langsung...panggil la ABANG..."
atau lagi teruk
...bie???cam panggil nama kucing atau haiwan peliharaan..."

kenapa sibuk sgt dgn panggilan yang aku panggil???penah x tanya maksud dan niat aku memanggil dgn nama tersebut??

adakah kita akan menjadi isteri solehah hanya dengan memanggil suami dengan nama ABANG???

panggilan nama bkn penentu kebahagiaan rumah tangga...kadang2 aku frust jgk dgn sesetengah manusia yang mempertikaikan panggilan yg aku panggil utk HUBBY aku...

bie adalah satu panggilan yang begitu dkt dgn rasa hati aku pada die...
setiap kali aku memanggil bie...hati aku berdegup kencang...
bile aku panggil bie...hati aku berbunga ceria...
bie juga adalah singkatan bagi HABIBI iaitu berasal dari perkataan ARAB yang bermaksud KEKASIH.. tak cukupkah maksud nama panggilan itu untuk aku menghormati suami ku??

sama-samalah kita fikirkan...

aku manusia biasa...kadang2 melakukan kesilapan tp untuk seseorang yang penting dalam idup aku...xkan la aku nk panggil nama yang x elok??betul x??

2010-04-19T17:57:00.000-07:00

AWARDS!

HAHA...terkejut aku ble one of my fren ladymasz.blogspot.com (classmates, frens n buddies) bgtau ade award utk aku kt blog die...rupenye....aku dpt award kt atas tu....so ble dh dpt award ni kenela bagi ucapan skit cam yg disuro oleh my fren tu so....aku just nk wish MASURA bt RAHMAT... tq for the award...rasenye aku xpenah dpt award camni sebelum ni...hehehe...terase best la plak...

actually....aku tulis blog ni pun sekadar suka2 n mengisi masa terluang...lau bz mmg aku xsempat nk tulis ape2...dari ape yg aku tgk blog2 skang ni...lebih berkisar ttg perjalanan idup seseorg atau ape yg die rase di sepanjang idup masing2...ade jgk yg selalu kongsi tips2 yang berkaitan degn kehidupan...
seronok lau dpt baca blog kwn2....leh dpt idea, ataupun pengalaman yg kdg2 kita xjangka...

selain dari tu....kita pun leh la nk tajamkan skill penulisan kita....(wpun ade yg guna bahasa pasar) tp ok la tu....atleast....ade bende yg nk diceritakan...

cume yg xbest lau ade blog yg cube show off atau kutuk org lain....aku kurang berminat ngn blog2 camni....terase cam x sincere...cume setiap org ada hak dieorg sendiri tp perlulah sensitif ngan hati dan perasaan org lain yg membaca...jgn ingat org x baca blog kita....

so SELAMAT memBLOGGING....

2010-04-03T14:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFEFF AIMAN

3.4.2009 at 3.35 pm...alhamdulillah i safely delivered my 2nd child Afeff Aiman bin Mohd Noor Azhari...with the weight of 3.25kg and with the perfect features...here goes another chapter of my life...when i first knew that i was pregnant. my hubby was not around...he perform an "UMRAH" together with my mum n dad...so i told him via telephones and i can feel that he was very happy and excited

like ordinary pregnant women...i began to feel umcomfortable due to my morning sickness which happened early or my pregnancy(the first trimester) i feel like to vormit all the time and i had no interest to eat...but after reaching 4 month...i can handle myself and start taking all the supplement that me and the baby's need

the thing that was different is...besides taking the supplement(asic folic and obimin to name a few) i also ate "KURMA" everyday without failed...and i noticed when i ate the fruits i will feel more energetic...i can do the jobs like before...thats the miracle or "KURMA"
the result was magnificient because afeff' structures of build is more solid compared to his brother, he also seldom got fever and his bones structures seems to be more strong...
apart form that, he is quite a fast learner as he likes to be an observer and he will copy what are the things that he watched...

as a parent...i hope one day he will makes us proud and i hope he will achieved whatever dreams that he wants...i n my hubby will supoort all of his dream and to be whatever that they want as long as he is never break any islamic rules and point of view...

to Afeff Aiman...mama loves you forever...be a good and soleh son...i will always guide you to become the person that will make the family proud....happy birthday to you...

P/S : sorry i didn't do any celebrations due to my hectic schedule...but i still remember your birthday...love u so much

2010-03-30T17:31:00.000-07:00

english week

drama state zone 2008

at SMK sains JOHOR

PSS week 2008

performance for hari guru 2008

indie band in the making...(vokalis yang pakai bj merah hehehe)

drama team 2007

bisikan hati kecil

lama betul aku xupdate blog aku ni...semenjak ade FB, mmg jarang aku update blog aku sampaikan ade 2 3 students aku bertanya nape aku dh lame xupdate blog....la....rupanya dieorg mengikuti perkembangan aku melalui blog aku ni...anyway tq guys

lately ni aku mmg bz..wpun aku tidak la memegang jawatan yg tinggi tp terus terang aku katakan menjadi PENDIDIK pada masa sekarang amat mencabar...kita dibebani dgn pelbagai kerja yg xhenti2 dan berterusan...(cuti sekolah pun kene dtg sekolah wat keje)

yang paling mencabar ialah apabila kita dilambakkan dengan kerja2 pengurusan dan kadang2 xberkain dengan kita....tp demi sekolah kita perlu wat sume tu...

menjadi PENDIDIK mmg cita2 aku sejak dulu...kerana aku mmg suka mengajar...dan sehingga hari ini aku mmg suka mengajar...cume kenikmatan mengajar sekarang ni agak kurang kerana aku dibebani dgn kerja2 lain yang menuntut aku melebihkan kerja tersebut dari mengajar...

aku sudah mula kurang menyediakan bahan mengajar di dalam kelas dan yang paling penting aku kurang berlawak dan bercerita di dalam kelas...kalau dulu inilah zon aku yang paling selesa...bercerita, menyanyi, berlawak tanpa sempadan...aku membawa students aku ke satu dunia khayalan yang amat menarik....lau student tu xsuka belajar BI...aku akan pastikan die akan jatuh cinta pada subjek aku ni...

TP....tu lan realiti sekarang...aku xsalah kan sesiapa kerana mmg pihak pentadbiran juga xmau memberi tugas yg banyak kepada guru2...tp apakan daya....mereka juga insan biasa...

apapun...aku still struggle untuk memberi yang terbaik untuk student2 aku....i will cherish all the moments with my beloved students...

p/s : masih segar dalam ingatan guru-guru yang mengajar aku di SDARA...TQ so much...

2010-03-24T17:37:00.001-07:00

A suprise trip

recently(school holiday) as usual my 6 years old son(ameer) begging me n hubby to go somewhere 4 a holiday...and bcoz of my tight schedule...i cant really plan where to go...in my mind im just thinking to spend a little while in malacca(since that is my fav place) so i had told my hubby to take a leave for a few days...but unfortunately he also buzy with his work...so i left my son heartbroken since he is very excited to go for a trip

but...never i knew...my hubby already plan a suprise trip for me n my sons....alhamdulillah...i felt very happy and when i looked into my son's eyes...i believe he is the one who is really happy with the trip...

what is special about my beloved hubby is he always fill me with suprises...since i met him 10 years ago...he had so many things to make me laugh or cry overjoyed with his suprises...and i love all his suprises...

for u bie....thanks to make ameer very happy for his holiday...although its only 2 days trip...i was overwhelmed and full of excitement...

p/s TQ bie for the lovely DKNY jeans...im lovin it...:)

2010-03-02T21:13:00.000-08:00

Pengorbanan yg tiada tandingan

lame rasenye aku x tulis kt blog ni...rase rindu mmg ade tp byk sgt keje yg perlu di settlekan...sebenarnya byk perkara yang belaku dalam 2 3 bulan ni...insyaallah...lau xde aral melintang...aku akan upload sume aktiviti aku ye...

mesti korang tertanya-tanya nape aku upload logo Marie France Bodyline(MFB)...hehehe...actually aku baru sign up untuk slimming program... nape skang baru aku sign up program ni???atas beberapa perkara yang aku rasa penting dlm idup aku...but aku bkn nk cite pasal slimming program tp nk cite pasal kenapa aku sign up this program

jangan salah sangka...tujuan aku adalah satu untuk mengembalikan self confident and kesihatan dalam diri...semenjak aku melahirkan anak kedua, berat aku xturun2 dh hampir setahun...tidak berganjak 68kg (sepatutnya berat aku 58kg). baju yg paling selesa aku pkai ialah bj kurung n kurung pahang...aku dh lame xpakai kebaya..lau pakai sluar pun aku mesti pastikan aku memakai bj yg longgar...perkara ini berlarutan sehingga aku dh xtau nk pakai bj ape dah...asyik pakai baju yg sama...

ble jumpe kawan2 atau diorg tgk gambo aku, mesti diorg ckp aku gemuk....atau pun nk jaga hati diorg ckp aku chubby...kadang2 terasa gak...tp ape nk wat dh realiti....at the same time aku dh mula rase xselesa lau pkai heels coz kaki aku mula penat(xleh tampung berat badan)

at first, aku pegi jogging ngn hubby...(tq bie teman kan i)tp still x reduce the weight...ape lagi yg aku nk wat???
hubby bagi suggestion suro aku g slimming program..."pegila mana2 yg u suka, skang ni mcm2 ade, slimworld, london weight managements, mayfair etc..." ble dgr hubby offer...aku pun memulakan pencarian program yg aku rase sesuai ngan aku....akhirnya aku sign up di MFB...

byk aku belajar disini, cmne nk sediakan jadual makan utk diri sendiri, ape yg perlu dan yg xperlu utk tubuh kita, berapa liter air yg perlu kita minum and etc...n yg paling penting org yg sentiasa berada di belakang aku ialah HUBBy aku yang support aku 110% tuk aku menjalani program ni... thanks a lot bie...lau u xsupport i mayb i pun cam xconfident ngan program ni...and berkat kesabaran aku mengikut jadual n pegi treatment yang ditetapkan....selepas treatment kedua aku dh mula npk hasilnya esp di bahagian peha, punggung dan perut....alhamdulillah...aku harap aku dpt shape yang ideal ngn ketinggian aku...

sekali lagi aku bagitau aku wat sume ni utk self confident and kesihatan....aku harap sume dpt mendoakan kejayaan aku....tq to bie yg support i bkn saja dari segi financial tp yg paling penting u support n bagi kata2 semangant...

2009-12-31T07:01:00.000-08:00

welcome 2010

at last...time is finally over....farewell 2009 and welcome 2010.... i guess i manage to achieve what i want in 2009...mostly for the better...alhamdulillah

so my new year resolutions would be rather the same like 2009...to achieve whatever goals that i have in life...more focusing on my works, ambitions and not forget my family as well

may 2010 brings me a lot of joy and happiness...and wishing u guys to have a prosperity life ...

next year im turning 30 but again...age is just a number...what count is how much we appreciate our life and others around us...

for those who are always there for me ( you know who you are) thank you so very much and love you guys dearly...

may our hopes and dreams becoming true and pray that we can get the best and out of it...

thank you guys....see u in another chapter or life...

HORRAY!!!

2009-12-23T08:07:00.000-08:00

my endless LOVE...

entry dibuat tuk menaikkan mood aku sblum tiba 4.1.2010....hehe tarikh keramat aku n my hubby...lau ikut tairkh ni insyaallah genap 7 tahun aku telah berkahwin tetapi lau nk ikut start aku kenal hubby aku ni dh masuk hampir 10 tahun (2000-2010)...lau nk cite pengalaman sesungguhnya byk sangat la yg kami dh tempoh as husband n wife....ade honestly ade kala suka n ade kala duka....but life must go on nad we must get prepared with all the circumstances...alhamdulillah...in the end...i can say...10years bring the most from each of us...

aku mengharapkan perkahwinan ini kekal sehingga akhir hayat kami...amin dan mengharapkan semua yg dekat dgn kami dapat mendoakan kebahagiaan kami sekeluarga....

2009-12-23T07:17:00.000-08:00

a gathering with my BFF

tq nanie@bonda coz dpt turun JB 12 n 13 disember yg lalu...appriciate it a lot...wpun x dpt spend time yg lame...tp atleast sempat g makan bubur no1 di sentosa n makan steamboat dataran kt umah sya...hehehe(kerana anak2 sudah tidur...)

disebabkan kesibukan melayan kerana 3 hero dan 1 heroin maka xbanyak gambo yg sempat di ambil...ni jela yg ade...so nanie n aidit...check it out...

afeff n afham

mudrikah n ameer

gambo ni anak2 yg amik hehehe

gambo sebelum balik

so rasenye in the future...ade sorang lagi BFF yg akan turun ke JB, kita nantikan kedatangan anis n top...hope to see u soon....

2009-11-24T06:18:00.000-08:00

SEPETANG DI JAKEL TAMPOI INDAH

dh lame org ckp, nk beli kain yg cantik2 dh murah belila di JAKEL...mcm2 corak yg menarik n harge pun murah....tp setipa kali mase SALE aku mesti dh terbeli brg lain...so budget tuk beli kain pasang atau lau ckgu pengajian pakaian skool aku (yati) cukup marah lau aku ckp beli kain..."bukan kain la....FABRIK" hehehehe

so aku menghabiskan petang aku pergi ke JAKEL tampoi indah...mmg sah....byk gle fabrik yg cantik2 and harga serendah RM2 semeter sehingga beratus semeter...
aku xpegi ke tpt yg harganye mencecah ratusan ringgit cukup ke satu corner yg betul2 wat aku tersenyum riang...ktne???hehehe....fabrik lebihan yg dijual RM 4 semeter....wpun hanya fabrik lebihan tp lau kita cari betul2 kita akan dpt bermcm2 jenis fabrik...dn semestinya aku mencari chiffon kegemaranku...
di akhirnya...aku hanya membelanjakan xsampai RM 100 utk 4 pasang baju yg 3 darinya adalah dari material chiffon batu...aku mmg puas ati...

viscose RM50 sepasang ( harga asal RM 100 sepasang)- fabrik ini terkenal kerana material yg lembut, dan sejuk bile dipakai and yg paling penting xperlu digosok..(sesuai tuk lambat bangun g keje hehehe)

baju- chiffon batu bercorak= RM 4/meter dan kain satin = RM 4/meter

sama harga seperti diatas :)

yang paling menggembirakan aku ble aku dpt cari fabrik dari motif butterfly ni....hepi sgt2...and lau korang nk tau harge nye RM 10 tuk 2 meter....murah kan...

so ape lagi....lau nk beli fabrik pasang yg murah...leh la tgk2 kt JAKEL...dpt fabrik yg cantik and at the same time dpt jimat duit....barula leh jd pengguna bijak...faedah nye pun byk hehehe...(cam dlm iklan plak)

2009-11-23T19:59:00.000-08:00

teringin...tp mampu ke?between shoes and handbags...i prefer shoes instead of handbags...aku ni jenis choosy interm of selecting handbags...ade je yg xkene ngn mata aku ni...tp ape yg penting...designer's handbags mmg menjadi kegilaan aku semenjak aku ade duit sendiri a.k.a duit gaji...

lau nk dibanding ngan gaji yg aku terima ngan harga designer's handbags tu mmg la xmampu aku nk beli....tp alhamdulillah berkat kesabaran aku mengumpul duit...dptla aku beli 2 designer's handbags...(tu pun bli time christmas sale kt singapore...berbaloi-baloi...) tp...ade tp lagi....aku xle dpt beli latest design...selalunye latest design xkan dpt murah n xde sale langsung...xpela out dated pun xpe...coz some of the handbags mmg classy and timeless..

tp lau cerita pasal kasut aku mmg xkisah..mahal or murah yg penting comfy....dlu aku ms di UNI, tanyela kwan2...mmg selalu beli kasut...(makan kasut...tido kasut...sume kasut...) ms kt UNI...fav kasut semestinya vincci...(hehehe...waktu tu mampu bli brand tu jek...) tp skang...aku lebih prefer clarks coz mmg comfy gle...

and skang ni aku tgh menggila "gladiator heels"....aku berjaya cari sepasang yg tinggi nya 4 inchi....ble dh beli...aku pun wonder???ble aku nk pakai kasut ni...hehehe...dgn ketinggian kasut ni rasenye xmampu aku nk pkai mase kt skool...so kasut ni masih suci kt dlm kotak... ;)

xkirala mahal or murah sesuatu barang yg kita beli tu...yg penting...kita puas ati n pada aku la(ni pandangan peribadi...) aku lbh puas lau dtgnya dari duit sendiri...setelah penat bekerja....hehehehe..lau hubby, family or kwn2 bagi adalah satu bonus dlm idup aku...

so sape nk hadiahkan designer's handbags tuk aku...sila la hahahaha

2009-11-19T05:01:00.000-08:00

SEKOLAH KU....

dh lame rasenye aku x mem "blog"...tgh sibuk ngan FACEBOOK kerana berjumpe ngan kwn2 lame...apepun...blog kwn2 ttp aku kunjungi cume kdg2 aku xberi komen, juz bace saje...

tup tap tup tap...dh bln november skang ni...cuti sekolah pun akan bermula sok...(skool aku la hehehe)....maka genapla setahun aku di ERT Azizah....byk bende yg aku belajar di sini....and for sure workload aku mmg byk gle di skool ni berbanding ngan STEPO...

berckp ttg STEPO...jumaat ini merupakan jumaat terakhir STEPO ade di alam ini...selepas ini terkuburlah nama STEPO tp tidak di hati penghuni STEPO (2004-2009). sudah tiba masanya melabuhkan tirai dan memberi ruang kepada Matrikulasi memulakan perjuangan tempat ini...

mmg sayu dan sedey memikirkan ttg STEPO...tentunya banyak kenangan aku disini..especially aku berjumpe rakan kerja yg sangat sporting dan aku selalu ternanti-nanti utk ke STEPO setiap hari...even...aku sanggup berulang alik 2 3 kali dari skudai ke POntian semata2 utk menyiapkan kerja....walaupun perjalanan mengambil masa 40 minit sehala...sungguh istimewa STEPO di mata aku

bercerita ttg teman...sudah tentu aku dikurniakan kwn2 yg best di STEPO....antaranya yg paling aku rapat ialah kwn2 yg same register pada 1 januari 2005 iaitu YATI, FIZA, SYAIRUL,HAIRUL, NASIR DAN ABG BOO...

selepas itu datang pula batch yg mmg mewarnai STEPO iaitu ISM, K SUHA, ELDA DAN NORITA

xlupa kwn2 yg mula2 ada semasa STEPO baru di buka iaitu K CT, SERI, ZAHIR dan lain2.. (lau aku nk sebut satu2 mmg ramai sgt...)

apepun aku mmg menghargai kenangan bersama rakan sekerja yg cool n bermacam ragam...

aku mmg seronok sgt pada waktu itu...

even sehingga sekarang aku still keep in touch dgn rakan2 ku ni...wpun ade yg dh dan akan berpindah jauh dari bumi johor ini....aku akan ttp mengingati mereka...TQ friends coz you guys mmg "BEST GLE" cayalah...

jauh di sudut hati...aku mmg sedey utk meninggalkan STEPO dan menerima hakikat yg STEPO tiada lagi...hanya gambar yang akan aku lihat ble aku rindu akan rakan2 dan suasana di STEPO...

STEPO....you are always on my mind and i had such a lovely experience when i'm with you

good bye STEPO...we will be missing you....

2009-10-05T20:17:00.000-07:00

small gathering with some old friends from the UNI

3.10.2009 merupakan tarikh keramat Diana Djuraini Johari(coursemate, housemate and one or my bestfriend) kerana telah melangsungkan perkahwinan dengan jejaka yg berjaya menambat hatinya....hari itu juga merupakan small gathering antara aku, JM, saliza n Suzie...walaupun pada mulanya ramai yg bercadang nk pegi wedding DIana ni tp di saat-saat akhir mereka ada hal yg tidak dpt dielakkan...ape pun enjoy jgk ari tu coz dpt berbual ngan kwn2 lama...

hope in the future dpt wat gathering and harap ramai jgk yg involve ye....

2009-09-03T22:35:00.000-07:00

sweet memory ever...

dlm byk2 gambo kawin...ni adalah 2 gambo yg aku betul2 suka...xtau la nape tp aku rase mayb shot gambo itu diambil....ble aku transfer ke skool baru ni, ade cikgu menegur..."akma ni mesti kaki gambo coz die pandai je posing ble bergambo walaupun gambo nk masuk majalah sekolah.."dari situ aku baru terperasan mmg aku kaki bergambo...aku rase aku spent byk duit aku tuk cuci gambo....hehehe...ape pun...gambar akan meninggalkan pelbagai peristiwa...sedih...suka....tension dan sebagainya....semua tu akan jadi kenangan yg xbleh dijual beli....skang ni dh ade digital kamera....makin bertambahla folder gambo dlm laptop aku hehehe...

2009-08-27T03:55:00.000-07:00

HAIR TRANSFORMATIONS

BEFORE

AFTER

can u see the different? actually it took me a year to transform my hair (due to my pregnancy and confinements) so early august i decided to do the hair transformations...i never done a fringe for my front hair because it is difficult to maintain the style because oftenly i wear tudung but my hubby insisted to do that coz he said that my face is suitable to do a fringe..so i cut my front hair and do a wavy style coz my hair is very thick...so wavy is the best solution...it took me 45 minutes just to get the style coz the hair is sooooo thick... and finally this is the result.. anis suggest me to highlight the hair...i will think of it coz it will take a lot of hours to do that (which i dont have so much time due to my hectic schedules)

P/S- tq to my beloved hubby....coz spent your time to accompany me to the saloon and pay for my hair cut hehehe...love you...

2009-08-25T18:31:00.000-07:00

just for fun...nothing more...

well besides shoes, perfume is another women's best friends.... i'm not a huge fan of perfumes but i have some that i really like... compared to JM who is crazy about perfumes, i just want to share types of perfumes that i like it so much...

from left

issey miyake-le eau d issey
britney spears - fantasy
body shop - white musk
lamp berger- estebel
JPG- classic
JPG - summer
hugo boss - red earth
estee lauder - pleasures exotic
DKNY-delicious

actually i want to buy salvatoe ferragamo incanto dreams but i came across at JPG counter and fell in love with JPG summer perfume(edition 2008)...so i bought it

maybe next year when i get my SPM claim...i will buy incanto dreams...maybe yes maybe no hehehe

2009-07-27T16:57:00.000-07:00

majlis cukur jambul AFEFF AIMAN BIN MOHD NOOR AZHARI

dibalut ngan kain songket...konon2 raja sehari le tu...

ape yg kecoh sgt tu bie hehehehe

pak ngah cium skit....pak long n mak long jgn gunting rambut afeff

pak teh yg cool...

alalalala....afeff...mak teh ni

imam besar....mengetuai majlis...

ni dulang cukur jambul...ade kelapa muda, bunga rampai, air tepung tawar, daun sireh

bunga telur made in taman perling hehhe

bunga rampai....tq ateh

kotak manisan....

tarikh : 25 julai 2009
masa : 8.30 malam
tempat : simpang rengam

pada mulanye ayah aku call bagtau yg majlis ini adalah majlis doa selamat utk menyambut ramadan yg bkl tibe xlame lagi...tetibe...last minutes tukar plan, doa selamat and cukur jambul afeff aiman...ni kira last minit plan yg berjaya aku siapkan tuk HERO aku yg kedua..

ayah ckp "jgn susah2...makanan ayah dh tempah...ayah jemput 200org...ayah dh beli kotak nk isi gula2 nk bagi kt para tetamu...nnti leh x atam rebus telur n beli bunga telur...wat dlm satu paha?"

aku jwb "bleh no prob..." (walaupun aku tgh terfikir leh ke aku rebus telur yg byk tu...hehehe)

aku pun trus tipon ateh...npknye ayah lagi advance dari aku...die dh mtk tlg ateh watkan bunga rampai...

lps tu aku trus tipon ayip ntk tlg carikan kelapa muda....tujuannye ble kita dh potong rambut tu, cebisan rambut tu diletakkan dlm kepala tu...tp aku xtau kenape mesti kelapa hehehe..

so akhirnye, spaila majlis yg ditunggu2...aku neves gak takut2 afeff wat perangai...tp alhamdulillah...semua berjalan lancar...afeff pun xnangis...lps settle majlis...die pun tido xsedar diri...sampai pagi...aku pun ape lagi mengambil kesempatan tido dgn nyenyaknye...hehehehe

2009-07-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

new schedule...new life...

"sms' ing while look after afeff

chef in the making...

ameer is lepak' ing with his lil bro afeff

most of my time occupied to entertain my 2 heroes....ameer and afeff...well the day begins at 5.30 am...usually afeff will gets up earlier than ameer coz he must drinks his milk....(both bottle and breastfeeding)

after that, my hubby will puts all the things to be send to babysitter and ameer's school...i am lucky because my hubby send my heroes to the respected places and i will use that time to prepare myself to go to school...have a shower, iron my clothes and most favourite part is.... make up....yahoo...

the journey to school only takes about 20minutes but due to traffic jams...it took almost 40 minutes to arrived at my school...most of the time, i will drive my VIOS like hell because i need to arrived at school b4 7.30...thanks to GOD...i;ve made it sof far...

my school ends at 3.00pm...but i have so many things to do after that time....so i will go home usually at 4.00pm or late than that...aroun 5.30pm at most... i straight fetch ameer at school and afeff after that....

when i reached home, the 1st thing i do is breastfeeding afeff and ameer as usual play with his toys...i will wait my hubby to come home from the office because his task to look after my 2 heroes while im cooking...because we are practising to save our limited money, we decided to cook instead of buying outside. the menu is simple and yet everybody enjoy while eat it for example chicken soup wiht potatoes, sardines, scrambble eggs, fried fish and sometimes when i don't have enough time i will cook rice and make fried rice....my entire family loves it...

while im cooking, i will make sure that dirty clothes are washed and prepare the books for ameer for tomorrow lesson. while my hubby will take afeff to sleep because we can eat together after that..

last but not least i will hang my clean clothes and tidy up spaces in the living room

usually i will go to sleep at 11.00 or earlier than that, after finishing the housechores...well that is my jobs when i'm away from school...really tiring...but i kinda fun doing it...

but at the same time im still have spent time to go out and hang around with my friends...usually i meet them after school and we "lepak" together at secret recipe or starbucks...

that is my life after having 2 kids...well, it is still the same but the chores is more than before...

i love being a wife, a mum and a teacher...this is the gift that GOD gives to me....i rejoice it....

2009-07-04T19:34:00.000-07:00

OBSESSIONS!

dari zaman UNI lagi aku mmg obsess ngan bundle...lau mase di UNI kwn yg selalu menemankan aku mencari tshirt bundle ialah ina g dan bonda....well sume ni bermula ble aku start ber 'couple' ngan azhari a.k.a my hubby hehehe....so admire sume tshirt2 bundle yg die ade...nape....???

1. rare gle...susah nk dpt tshirt2 camni
2. originality...kita xkan same ngan org lain,coz tshirt ni dpt dari luar
3. famous...kebanyakan tshirt bundle yg aku beli berkaitan ngan band2 international, utk album mahupun tour concert diorg...

ni antara tshirt yg aku ade skang(xleh upload sume coz byk sgt...)kualiti masih bagus lagi...coz aku jg sgt2...n hanya pakai lau ade occasion yg penting2 je...cthnye g gigs....hehehe

tshirt coca-cola

cookies monsters-sesame streetstshirt radiohead

tshirt greenday

the latest baru dpt beli- tshirt radiohead

tshirt i love vegetables -sweet gle tshirt ni hehehe

tshirt the clash

tshirt the used

selalunye aku akan cari merata bundle shop kt jb,kl ataupun aku kirim kt kawan aku yg meniaga bundle ni NASIR the bundle...hehehe skang die dh pindah kedah....lagi senang nk dpt tshirt2 yg best2 coz leh tgk kt thailand...

kenapa di panggil bundle, kerana penghantaran tshirt2 ini di bungkus secara bundle...ble spai je kt malaysia NASIR akan wat taksiran bape harge nk jual ikut brand, materials, and rare ke tidak tshirt2 ni....lau rare....harge leh mencecah ratusan ringgit....hehehe...tp ngan NASIR ni aku leh kow-tim harga...coz royal costumer...

hehehe....setakat ni tu je la hobby yg aku bwk dari UNI lagi...erm ade lagi....suka shopping pun tabiat start dari UNI....teringat ble sanggup naik bus xde aircond semata-mata nk shopping kt KL....nasibla xlame lps tu ade komuter, LRT and monorail...senang cikt nk g KL hehehe

2009-05-28T18:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

aku xpenah terfikir pun yg aku akan dapat present yg sangat mahal tahun ni.... almaklumla...skang ni anak dh masuk 2...perbelanjaan bulanan pun dh bertambah...tp alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah SWT kerana walaupun umur dh 29 tahun aku still dapat present for my birthday...

actually i was craving for iphone instead of ipod....but the price for iphone now it about 2k... but it doesnt mean that i dont like this ipod....maybe next time i will get my own iphone HUHU...
so far im still trying to get used to this hi tech things... a little bit difficult ot used it but i will try it until i familiar with it...horray to me....

this is i got it when we are celebrate mothers day...well actually this is one of my favourite collections of ARMANI EXCHANGE and luckily my hubby got it for me..bie...tq so much for everything... i mmg rase happy sgt2....

2009-05-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

ANUGERAH PERKHIDMATAN CEMERLANG 2008

alhamdulillah...tahun 2009 membuka tirai yg gembira utk aku satu family...1st dgn kedatangan ahli baru dlm family dan yg paling latest...thn ni hubby aku pula tersenarai menerima APC aka Anugerah perkhidmatan cemerlang...

aku bersyukur sangat2 coz bukan senang nk mendapat anugerah yang melibatkan cara kita bekerja....mmg hubby aku kerja kuat...weekend pun kene keje...tp sume tu berbaloi coz bos nye nampak ape yg die usahakan selama ini....

to my beloved hubby...

congratulations.... you deserved it....

p/s;bagi kwn2 yg rapat ngan aku n toya....tgk la gambo ni puas2 coz jarang sekali toya berpakaian camni kan....hehehehe

2009-04-12T19:40:00.000-07:00

44 days of confinements

selalunye byk perkara yang dititik beratkan bile kita sudah bersalin....lau kaum melayu berpantang selama 44hari agak sinonim ngan kita dan mayb ramai yg masih ikut peraturan ini...
tidak terkecuali bagi aku....

selama 44 hari terdapat pelbagai peraturan, tatacara dan pantang larang yag perlu diikut utk mempercepatkan proses sembuh luka jahitan dan kesihatan badan....aku rase setiap negeri ade cara berpantang, pada aku yang terbaik kita ikut agar kita cpt sembuh...

ade 2 cara pantang yg selalu kita dgr....lau bersalin normal lain cara pantangnya dan lau bersalin operation lain pula caranya...kt cni aku share berpantang utk bersalin normal coz aku x mengalami bersalin secara operation...

pagi2 lagi kita mesti mandi..
*selalunya kita akan mandi dengan air dari rendaman daun pandan, serai wangi dan daun mengkudu
=tujuannya: melancarkan peredaran darah disampinh menghindar bau badan

next
*acara yang di tunggu2...iaitu berurut- part ni mmg aku suka coz dgn berurut,
= tujuannye:bukan sahaja membuang angin tp juga mengurangkan rasa sakit dah letih selepas bersalin

then
*bertungku- panaskan batu dan bertungku di seluruh badan
= tujuannya: bila kita selepas bersalin, kita kekurangan banyak darah dan badan kita sentiasa sejuk, so bertungku dapat memanaskan badan disamping melancarkan peredaran darah

seterusnya
* memakai bengkung- part ni mmg payah dan seksa
= tujuannya: membentuk kembali bahagian badan yg sebelum ni agak gemuk hehe, contohye di bahgian perut dan pinggul, selain dari itu menetapkan kedudukan rahim supaya tidak jatuh dan kembali ke tempat asal

lagi
*memakai param dan pilis - pilis aku suka pakai tp lau param....rimas
= tujuannya: param dilumur keseluruh badan utk mengeluarkan angin manakala pilis di sapu di dahi utk mengelakkan pening kepala

lagi dan lagi
* meninum air akar kayu dan memakan jamu-part ni mmg aku paling xsuka wawawa
= tujuannya: memanaskan badan dan mengembalikan kecergasan badan

lastly
*pakai stokin
= mengelakkan kaki sejuk dan memanaskan badan

ini antara pantang yg mak n mak mentua aku wat kt aku la...tp selalu nya aku byk jgk la skip hehehe esp minum air akar kayu n pakai param...bercinta nk wat 2 perkara ni.... lau mkn jamu plk aku skang dh beli yg tablet....lau mkn yg bentuk serbuk alamatnye....muntah la aku hehhee

ape2 pun yg penting dlm tempoh 44 hari kita perlu berpantang utk kesihatan kita jangka panjang....

tu baru cite bhg luar...lum cerita bab makan plak....lau ikut kata doctor...sume leh makan...tp lau ikut pantang org tua dulu2...mmg byk sgt pantangnya....dan sekali lagi aku ingatkan...pantang ni bergantung pada setiap negeri...kdg2 sama kdg2 lain...ni aku cite bab aku kene ikut la ye....

antara makanan yg xleh dimakan waktu berpantang

-makanan yg leh menyebabkan allegic - seafood, ikan kembung, ikan yg ade sengat

-makanan yg pokoknye menjalar-cthnye kekacang, sayur2 yg terkenal ngan kesejukkannya-timun,kangkung, pucuk paku, pucuk manis etc

-buah-buah seperti tembikai, limau n pisang (part ni aku confius skit coz limau n pisang adalah sumber pelawas terbaik....tp dh diorg xkasi mkn....ikut je la)

so waktu berpantang, kebanyakan makanan adalah dari sumber halia, serai, lada hitam, kerana nk mengeluarkan angin dalam badan dan melancarkan peredaran darah...so kenela msk menggunakan bahan2 ni...

menu biasa yg aku mkn
- nasi putih
-bubur nasi
- ikan bakar
-masak singgang
-ikan bilis goreng

tu antara makanan yg leh dan xleh dimakan sewaktu berpantang 44 hari....lau nk perut cepat kempis kenela berpantang xleh minum air batu selama setahun...gulp!!! leh ke aku ikut pantang ni hehehehe....

ape2 pun korang kenela bagi semangat kt aku ye....walaupun npk cam remeh tp lau ikut ia akan mendatangkan kemudaratan di masa akan datang....sayangi la diri kita....

p/s- aim aku skang selain sihat ialah nk pkai balik jeans aku dlu....huhu.....lau xmuat....frustnye aku.....wawawawa

2009-04-11T20:50:00.000-07:00

WITH ARMS WIDE OPENS
UNDER THE SUNLIGHT
WELCOME TO THIS PLACE
I SHOW U EVERYTHING
WITH ARMS WIDE OPENS...

AFEEF AIMAN BIN MOHD NOOR AZHARI

alhamdulillah...setelah mengharungi cabaran selama 9 bln , akhirnya kami menerima ahli baru dlm family kami.... semuanya berjalan lancar dan aku baru melepasi 1 minggu berpantang.... the next entry aku akan story perkara2 yang perlu n dilarang dlm proses berpantang 44hari....

so this is my little precious....actually byk sgt gambo yg diambil tp ni antara yg sempat di upload...nnti lau aku betul2 dh sihat akan aku tambah gambo2 AFEEF AIMAN

ni beberapa jam selepas dilahirkan

tengah berjemur nak mengelak dari kene joundice

posing sikit...hehhehe

bersama big bro! ABG AMEER

AFEEF AIMAN N AMEER ASHRAFF

aku masih lagi dlm proses berpantang....xbyk bende aku leh wat selain menjaga diri agar luka jahitan cepat baik n menjaga baby. doakan aku cepat sembuh....lau sume ok insyaallah aku akan sambung mem blogging lagi.....

2009-03-11T19:27:00.000-07:00

PPSMI OH PPSMI

ape nk jadi masyarakat melayu di Malaysia ni....semakin hari semakin cetek pemikiran nye....bermula ngan isu di Perak, kali ni hangat pula ngan PPSMI.... kenapa aku bangkitkan hal ni....kerana hanya satu sebab...sayangilah bangsa melayu yg kini makin jauh ketinggalan....

sebagai seorg guru BAHASA INGGERIS...aku xnpk isu PPSMI ni sebagai satu beban kepada anak2 bangsa kita....kerana semua orang kene terima hakikat untuk berjaya semua kene tahu menggunakan bahasa asing ini ... yang menjadi isu skarang ni kenapa ade pihak yg xnpk kepentingan BAHASA INGGERIS ni???ceteknye pemikiran mereka kerana sebagai rakyat yang tahu menilai buruk dan baik...perkara seperti ini xpatut dijadikan propaganda...

aku sedih melihat anak bangsa terutamanya kaum melayu yg jauh kurang hebat berbanding kaum lain(cina dan india)...kebanyakkan meraka sangat lemah dlm menguasai BAHASA INGGERIS...jadi pada aku dgn adanya PPSMI mereka akan lebih memahami dan menguasai bahasa ini...bukan utk meminggirkan bahasa ibunda kerana sejak dari buka mata,kita telah diperkenalkan dengan bahasa ibunda, jadi xsalah malah wajib kita mendalami bahasa asing untuk menjadikan kita lebih berilmu...

pagi ni aku duduk makan di kantin...adalah sekumpulan staff sokongan yg hangat menceritakan hal PPSMI....mereka amat tidak bersetuju yg rakyat malaysia perlu belajar BAHASA INGGERIS atas alasan kita hidup di bumi Malaysia, kita patutnya bangga berbahasa melayu....tambah mereka lagi...."cuba tgk negara JEPUN, xpayah belajar BAHASA INGGERIS pun mereka sudah maju..." npk nye cetek jgk pemikiran mereka dan tidak membaca....sekarang ni pun org JEPUN berlumba-lumba belajar BAHASA INGGERIS kerana hanya 1 sebab untuk menambah ilmu....jadi salahkan kita belajar BAHASA INGGERIS untuk menambah ilmu kita?

aku juga terkilan kerana hal ini tidak seharusnya jadi hangat sebegini...sebagai seorg guru, ibu dan penduduk negara MALAYSIA ini, aku harapkan kita bukan sahaja maju dari segi teknologi tetapi dari segi ilmu juga kita tidak harus ketinggalan... cuba kita intai SINGAPURA, INDONESIA dan THAILAND...sistem pendidikan kita jauh lebih baik dari kita....kenapa? kerana mereka amat menitikberatkan penguasaan ilmu kepada anak bangsa mereka...

walaupun kita belajar bahasa asing...tp aku rasa kita xakan mengabaikan bahasa ibunda kita....sehingga sekarang aku masih menggunakan bahasa melayu untuk bertutur walaupun aku mahir ber BAHASA INGGERIS...

sesungguhnya kita semua perlu fikir dan wat yg berbaik utk anak bangsa kita lau kita nk tgk diorg ni berjaya....aku rase semua kwn2 aku, setuju ngan ape yg aku luahkan ni...kesianla kepada anak bangsa kita....lau PPSMI dimansuhkan....alamat musnah la masa depan diorang....

jgn anggap PPSMI sebagai satu bebanan tetapi fikirkan masa dpn anak2 kita... aku harap keputusan PPSMI yg akan diumumkan xlama lagi akan memberi impak positif di dalam sistem pendidikan negara...sudah tiba masa kita keluar dari kepompong yg cetek ilmu....

bravo PPSMI...

2009-03-01T03:54:00.000-08:00

nuri pulai jaya party @ pulai indah

cam biasa like mother like son (hehe) once again ameer and isya had been selected to perform at nuri pulai jaya party on last february.. they were performing 10 little indians...
thats y muka sume cam red indian daa....hehehe

waiting for the make up

teacher ROSE as a make up artist

jeng...jeng...jeng... little indian number 7 hehehe

2009-03-01T03:39:00.000-08:00

family gathering at laksa shacks

bagi peminat laksa cam aku n JM...laksa shacks adalaha jawapan yg betul2 memenuhi kehendak nafsu makan yg mengasyikkan...

actually this is my first time going here...tu pun puas ateh pujuk coz memandangkan sejak berbadan dua ni aku cm mls nk bejalan2 sgt...

kebetulan masa ateh ajak aku...my along pun balik so kitaorg pun ke laksa shacks di KLUANG bersama my parents...

sume jenis laksa ade....you name it and the taste....MARVELLOUS gle....cam original....

so sape peminat laksa....xyah la tunggu pasar malam or pasar ramadhan tuk menikmati laksa2 sedap....kt sni sume ade n sedap gle
betape seriusnye aku mkn laksa huhu..

sedapnye...

2009-02-17T18:13:00.000-08:00

tag makruh by K D

so guys...watch out...if u read this entry....you had been tagged....(tlgla wat kt entry korang....saje2 je...menambahkan keje yg dh sememangnye banyak...huhu)

the rules are simple

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : Nurul Akma
2. four Letter Word : None
3. A boy's Name : Nash
4. A girl's Name : Nasha
5. An occupation : Neurologist
6. A color : Neon (ade ke kaler neon?huhu)
7. Something you'll wear : Nina ricci
8. A food : nasi goreng kampung
9. Something found in the bathroom :Napkin
10. A place : New Zealand
11. A reason for being late : Nap haha!
12. Something you'd shout : Nah kau!
13. A movie title : Nanny Mc phee
14. Something you drink : nescafe
15. A musical group : Now see heart (alim nye....huhu...)
16. An animal : naga( is it a type fo animal???)
17. A street name : Nilam Street
18. A type of car : Nissan
19. The title of a song : Nobody's home

wawawa...K D mmg u suka wat i tambah keje...tp best la tag men tag org ni....huhu...i ingat senang je nk wat bende sudah jgk....abis sume org i jd mangsa....

p/s: anis, jm, suzie, diana you guys are being tagged....hahahaha....(camne bz pun korang kene wat jgk....)

2009-02-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

perfectionist...

when i first came to this school, i never realise that this school was infected with the disease called perfectionist..why i called it a disease???

well this is my several reasons why perfectionist is a disease...

first of all...perfectionist makes us to be a perfect human being...being able to do jobs earlier, faster and zero defect...which is i am bad on that....hehehe

secondly... perfectionist makes us being hated by everyone...everybody is talking about u behind your back...

thirdly... perfectionist makes us pressure because we have to settle all the things at one time... some jobs have to be taken home because when we ignore it, the jobs will be double the next day...

forthly... perfectionist is so not me....coz....one thing for sure im TESLIAN....u know how TESLIAN do previously started from the UNI...hehehe...

we dont work hard but we work smart...

so when other people asked me am i a perfectionist type? the answer is no....because im proud of who i am although sometimes im a little bit messy and last minutes types of person....as long as i can get the job done before the due dates... it will fine for me...

p/s lau x...xkan aku dh dapat APC huhu...